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I Want Nobody Nobody But...

2011-04-07T00:08:00.001+02:00

You ?

Well that's what recent released Berryz's album jackets reminded anyone who has heard/seen once Wondergirls' song...

What i wanted to do was a smexy Miya...by the look she has in this drawing i don't really feel it's smexy at all lol...and as you can see i was way to lazy to draw correctly the part under the anchor...

The braids are kinda weird to draw, actually it's the second time i draw braid (the first one in some post below), and i wonder how did they manage to make them on her bangs...seriously...

Once upon a tile...

2011-03-02T19:41:00.001+01:00

What do ?

"All the mysterious things waiting there are like a shower"
It's from co.no.mi.chi, but i don't think its meaning is the same as what i had in mind when i first watched Miya's Natural&Cool kukuku...

This is the kind of drawing that i want to color, and failed at it...why didn't keep it b&w...because the idea was to capture that Red Dress...if that dress wasn't red maybe i wouldn't have screwed that much...but if that dress wasn't red i wouldn't have found it that hot...

Also, i most importantly failed her glamorous eyes...

I guess the fail is not as epic as the Friday one but oh well...

Juicy Peach

2011-02-22T23:43:00.001+01:00

Sometimes i really like random ideas coming to my mind, this was one of them, random and really helpful...I really didn't know what to do with Juicy Heart theme, well except using Miya's top for several drawings so far, never really think about the PV itself...or more like the meaning of the title which i find quite cool, even if it reminds me some certain "juicy" song from another jpop "artist"...don't make me mention it here...ahem...

When i "finished" it, i wanted to color it so bad é__è but then i felt way too lazy...again...damn...anyone can find me something against laziness ? I actually started to color Airi...in fact just the Kappa outfit...

No really, when L factor is gone, i'll conciderate coloring it...and the others...probably...

Thank You Rokun

2011-02-19T20:54:00.001+01:00

In the beginning of the week, Captain opened her own blog, and the gentle rokun has been translating her entries. When she started introducing the Berryz members, i was really looking forward for the one about Miya, and well as expected, she said some adorable and cute and lovely and ...arg...just read it and you'll see how those two just love eachother...the last line just made another reason to draw those two together kukuku

Naked Anchor

2011-02-17T12:58:00.002+01:00

Finally i started to work on that naked weapon, i mean anchor weapon...Like i said previously, this idea has been haunting me for a while now. Since i didn't really want to do some May GGX rip-off , i needed to find something else...also mentioned before idea like Maka's DeathScythe in SoulEater but that was ... well not really possible ...

Principal problems ? "standing up" or "squatting" , and when i decided the position i was going like "what imma gonna dress her up with damn..." Mano outfit would have looked so great...but then again i chose simple JH...maybe i should have drawn her skirt shorter kukuku

When laziness will be exorcized from me i guess i'd color it one day...

Invisible Strap...

2011-02-15T00:54:00.001+01:00

This is my first colored drawing for 2011...It's based on one of the caps from Berryz Koubou Days vol.3 i posted in her thread...She is just so gorgeous...i really couldn't resist... At first i didn't plan to color it so i basically didn't focus on that part...

Anyway Miya~ah

Please be my Valentine~

2011-02-14T00:52:00.000+01:00

Yes, another Anchor...wait...damn, still not the awesome weapon anchor i had in mind but that would do too...i just wanted to draw Miya in her JH outfit and also Captain with her PB promotion outfit which is kinda hot but again laziness was on the way...beside she would look quite weird with those big thick glasses...hum...even if AnonH!PwotaFanartist did it perfectly...feeling jelly~

Encoruuu Anchoruuu

2011-02-09T17:18:00.003+01:00

Aah...This is bad...lately i really can't seem to draw what i want exactly...this was supposed to be Miya in mechanic uniform...in fact it was supposed to be a Buono! drawing...she was supposed to be sitting on a tyre, with Airi dreamy on the left and Momo leadaaaaa stepping on a tyre like a real boss...maybe i should considerate drawing that another day...

After drawing the pose, i felt bad for her left arm and i didn't want to cover it with the sleeve...eventually felt bad just covering anything with her mechanic suit...

Then the problem came : what should i dress her up with...i first thought of her union jack outfit from JUICY HE@RT , then her union jack from Maji Bomba!, the alternative outfit is way too awesome, and thus too many details to draw haha...é_è..., and since i'm just such a lazybum i just threw.... an ANCHOR !

Well yeah...i still haven't started the weapon anchor one...dayum...

Happy BDay, ziggurat !!

2011-01-23T00:46:00.001+01:00

Okay...well, this was probably just an excuse to draw Take-chan...that adorable little cousin of yourwaifu wordy sure is adorable hum...at first i wanted to do some chipmunk related drawing, since shirenu was inspired by making a Chipmunk Musume unit with her hu hu hu...then an idea with some kind of lamplight came to my mind... lamplight, light,...get it ? Anyway i didn't want to get sued by Pixar so i guess making a bad joke about it here was enought already...

By the time i tried to decide what to do exactly the laziness symptom already appeared...damn it...so i basically did something very simple...sorry about that zigg...é_è...

The first time zigg and wordy mentioned about Take-chan, it reminded me of that song with Mari Yaguchi, named well as you might already guessed, Take-chan , cute little song from Shinsaku Douyou Pops 1 released in late 2002... brings back some good old memories...huh...

Anyway, Happy BDay to you zigg~ o/

Anchor vs Anchor

2011-01-17T00:33:00.002+01:00

This is just so far away from what i wanted in the begining but i guess it's still okai hahaha...
So yeah as i mentioned it in the previous post, i wanted to draw some Miya with a anchor weapon, obviously postponed, just wait for me you anchor weapon whatever you would look like...

Some other ideas ran into my head, such as something like Miya surfing on a big anchor, or Soul Eater theme : Miya with Captain as her anchor weapon soul...looks like anchor won't get out of my mind that easily gnnnnn....

I'm not really a manoeri follower but damn her latest outfit look so damn cool...if only Miya could wear it for real...the outfit being red didn't really match the anchor and overall sea/ocean/beach/wavesbikini theme..wait...ahem...but since i didn't color it who cares...and another thing i could add was a harpoon but since i was already so lasy and spent too much time on that drawing it just disappeared *poof* mmm maybe that could be in another drawing later who knows...

Anyway happy new year everyone~

Berry XMas !

2010-12-21T22:39:00.001+01:00

There are those times i have major inspiration blocks, but lucky me there is Wordy to unblock me. Wait ...ok that doesn't sound wrong ...or does it...?...

Anyway, the idea was simple : "Need to draw Miya with an ANCHOR"

At first i wanted to draw some kind of extra cool fighter mode with big anchor (a bit like May in Guilty Gear), but then i thought of an extra sexy fighter mode with small anchor attached to a chain, that idea isn't completely dropped by the way, but then Captain popped in my mind, yeah right : where is Captain where is Anchor, y/n ? Hey i didn't mean to sound ecchi here...right...ok then i was like "how about a 4koma ?"

First 4koma was Captain and Chisa running to give their presents to Miya but would end up bumping eachother dropping their boxes and both of their presents would be something about anchor, but that was complicated by the fact that their presents are wrapped right ? Unless they both don't know how to wrap a present correctly...

The second idea was just Captain presenting her little xmas present to Miya, and in the last panel there would be the anchor...yeah didn't really sound like a good idea...i just felt like i would be the only one smiling here...

Other ideas were some CaptainXMiyaXChisa hugging and Captain fighting with Chisa, but eventually desappeared...where is the anchor supposed to be there ?!

Yada yada, just to say that Wordy's idea beat them all ? How come ?!
Well basically because he has been saying "i want to take those anchors off" like...EVERYDAY...since that set of Rainbow came out...so i hope you are happy now !

Even if it's Captain who is taking them off...

At the time i "finished" Miya and Captain i wrote down "Berry kurisumasu !" so i kinda had to put all the Berryz in, i didn't really think deep there...and since i wasn't really in the mood for coloring and started to feel way too lazy, just threw them all randomly in that drawing...

Ah...i guess i don't need to mention how HARD it was to draw Miya in that bikini orz...

ps : Merry Christmas everyone~

Trick Tic Tac To Treat

2010-10-30T15:50:00.000+02:00

Okay so this time i was in Ruch Hour lol and felt too laaaaaaaaazy to complete the coloring...like always anyway hahaha....

posted that in Miya's thread, but actually it's Buono! ;p

Had that idea since the day i had a snowwhite witch card XD

Hum~ i wouldn't mind eating your momobum in taiwan ni Miya~ah

Friday

2010-10-04T09:42:00.000+02:00

Friday huh... i had this idea when i was drawing the Chisato Okai one per day dedicated to WonderBoy because he was so feeling down...

Friday also means the stupid ass paparazzi which crashed down Aibon's life under UFA. But actually i think she is better now and i hope she will be happy finding her own way.

Friday is also probably the 2nd best day of a week, because at the end you get free time ! so it's FreeDay !

Basically in France there is a internet provider commercial that goes with "he has free, he got it all" aka "Il a Free, il a tout compris !"

During this summer with some bunch of friends we were trying to find a catch phrase with that and here i came with "I have Free, I have Miyabi" pretty simple isn't it :p

Pierrot

2010-09-15T21:34:00.000+02:00

Did you know, there are two types of clown from Commedia dell'Arte, Pierrot and Harlequin, google is your friend for more informations.

In Kokuhaku no Funsui Hiroba, Miya sings "watashi pierrot" while looking at the window of the bus she was riding. The pv of this song is one of my fav from BK because there is such a power even without the lyrics.

I'm suffering

Because you're here
I'm so sorry
It's too sudden

I was only thinking
of myself
I'm such a fool

I love you
So much my chest hurts
I'm afraid, but
I've spoken my mind

Memory of a Geisha

2010-09-12T17:09:00.000+02:00

I wonder what happened but when wordsworth show me this pic i almost laugh... Yurina looks like the perfect geisha, Captain looks so despressed lol and i don't know what to think of Chinami....

Since i have some kind of mind block of inspiration he suggested a Geisha Miya...

too bad i feel like Miya without bangs is not Miya...

Anyway at least i could try PS4...i need to find the new shortcuts XD....

Happy 18th Birthday Miyabi

2010-08-25T07:00:00.003+02:00

So today it's Miya's 18th birthday. Means she is legal in most of the countries of this world. Also means something else on Jph!p...that is the probleme also...means some weird guyz would ask some special access to put their fantaisies about her...i really don't care about all those. i just hope they'll stay correct talking about her in her thread.

So here is my vision of Miya's sweet 18...
The idea was : lovely girl freshly woke up and went to take her boyfriend overlarge shirt and sat down over the windows dreamy...sensual isn't it ? :p

Yes Tiger year yeah

2010-08-20T16:40:00.003+02:00

ChrNo : Hey guyz, i guess it is time to show a pic of myself haha
i've also posted that on jph!p but you need to be registered in there to see this part so i'll just post the same here with the puns, if someone can get them i'll be happy hehe

fucking year of the tiger GAO !!!!

gao ? dog ? nooooooooooo

tron fuuu !!!!!!

* ChrNo meowthes yes that's right !

h2o : wow lol
isn't gao the way your Miyabi does the sound of a tiger ?

Julian : wtf meowth XD

Victor : tron fuuking yah

Hydroxide : really nice shirt btw

Jen : tron fuu lol indeed...and gao, gao means dog in cantonese, and tron fuu means to suffer...

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2010-08-14T23:29:00.005+02:00

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From: Christian Nott (chr_no_@hotmail.fr)

Sent: Mon 14/01/08 22:07

what i want to show you right now,

it's not the time we spent together that is matter RIGHT NOW

it's really important for me, becuase i know, how you can be to me, you showed it,

a lot of time, without you even noticing it yourself

until,

you tell me somthing,

i tell you somthing

no matter what,

it the something,

that lead us to know,

what we ARE

RIGHT NOW

so,

that's why,

i want you to stay calm.

i know, it's not easy, how many time i ant to kill bighead ? lol

but, as you can see, or not,

this is noimportant,

all i want you ,

is to stay calm

so, we can continue what we were doing before i tell you again to stay calm

From: ronga_@hotmail.com

To: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

Subject: RE: The start?

Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 21:03:21 +0000

you are not telling anything actually...how do u expect me to calm down?

4 fucking years, and u dont mind talking directly to me...and fw u-r e-mails to a bunch of ppl...

guess it´s no use in trying to talk to u then

From: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

Subject: FW: The start?

Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 21:55:30 +0100

if i tell you if you don't stop worrying, lead you to not calm down, leads you to panic leads you to

'I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY'

how am i supposed to tell you more ?

From: ronga_@hotmail.com

To: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

Subject: RE: The start?

Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 20:53:38 +0000

i´m not sending SMS...i´m calling!

and how do you expect me to calm down!?

From: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

Subject: FW: The start?

Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 21:50:58 +0100

calm down,

and you know with your brazil phone you can't evn send sms xD

first of all,

you don't only need patience,

you will need time, keys, calm

to make you understand,

what you will know

not right now,

but later

why i'm doing all this.

i don't want to say it now.

i want you to know, that only loveing someon, doesnt mean you will know everything about the one you love

and,

i know,

you have the answer of this question,

but just don't know that,

since,

you said : I m worried about you.

Kei,

think about, remember what we said so far,

and think, why

i can tell you to stay calm.

From: ronga_@hotmail.com

To: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

Subject: RE: The start?

Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 20:47:22 +0000

wtf jennifer

i´m worried!

i wouldnt be calling from brazil if i werent!

turn on the fucking cell phone!

From: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

Subject: FW: The start?

Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 21:44:42 +0100

well, if i could ,

as i said before,

i would,

but why can't i?

that's another question :p

From: ronga_@hotmail.com

To: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

Subject: RE: The start?

Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 20:43:17 +0000

not fun jenn!

turn ur cell phone on

From: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

Subject: FW: The start?

Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 21:39:44 +0100

if i don't scare you, how do you know what is scary ?

From: ronga_@hotmail.com

To: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

Subject: RE: The start?

Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 20:37:23 +0000

ok...u wanted to scary me?

u got it..

From: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

Subject: The start?

Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 21:35:31 +0100

i know,

i can tell you why everyone here, will know everyone,

because,

not everyone can see me everytime,

and there

everytim,

one of you,

must say something about me,

it doesn't matter what it is,

and you would get your point of view,

of what is happening to me.

so would found it funny,

because they already know it,

since there a lot of poeple i talk to,

well invluding myself

so,

i want to show you here : it's not luck, it's not god, it's not something,

it's because one of us at least has something in commum,

that everyone want to know each other better.

and i can tell you, there is a lot more in commun

that i know, because it's bvious,

but you will find yourself,

why,

i'm an talling you all that rightnow.

it doesnt matter,

if

it's a game, some people would call it, life, some other , war, some other something i don't even know myself lol

also, i know, that you guys,

can understand each other, without, asking me first why :p

From: ronga_@hotmail.com

To: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

Subject: RE: forget

Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 20:30:28 +0000

jenn..why brian added me?

he said he is worried...

i´m not sure wot i can tell him...

i´m getting worried

From: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

Subject: forget

Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 21:27:41 +0100

ok,

this game must be funny,

but sometimes,

you know that you lsot yourself init XD

when you think toomush about somthing else,

so,

you forgot what you were doing lol

so , expect mail that you have already XD

maybe you won notice it,

maybe you would found annoying,

but at least,

i know i sent it to you lol

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2010-08-14T23:26:00.003+02:00

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From: Christian Nott (chr_no_@hotmail.fr)

Sent: Mon 14/01/08 21:41

just proved me again

that you knew it all along !

you just didn't ask you you right questions, to solve the right question

of course, there are a lot of questions, and lot of answers, that

can tell me you know things that i don't, and i know things, that you don't,

doesnt show,

we are dumb, or not,

just show us,

what you said : I NEVER HAD THAT KIND OF DAMN FUKICG YET SO FUNNY BECAUSE WHAT WE KNOW NOW IT WAS JUST SO OBVIOUS DUH

and so,

we are

love talking right now don't you think ?XD

From: ronga_@hotmail.com

To: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

Subject: RE: Banned for talkin in a forum

Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 20:21:19 +0000

who know me, and u, and jphip....err...matth? XD

gosh...my head aches...i guess i never really had to think that hard...

you r really having fun with this aint you? XD

if u r laughing as hard as i am, then it´s a good thing...

if u r serious while u write... then it´s not xD

cause i´m really laughing a lot xD

i guess i´m insane after all this thinking...and i dont even get to think anything ... cause i dunno where to start thinking...

From: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

Subject: FW: Banned for talkin in a forum

Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 21:15:49 +0100

he he he he

you showed me again, there what i told you before, so i guess i don't have to tell you what i'm talking about right now.

i know it was long time ago, i didn't know you would go ther, i didn't even know myself the existance of jphip.

someone, here, you might not see who, it doens't care,

know you, and me, and know jphip when you went there.

i jst knew it a be later that you.

so,

i'm telling you : it's ok if you are slow : because you aren't familiar in what you don't know, and just leant.

but, you have to know something else,

patient,

will lead you to know,

that there is a lot of things that you don't know yet,

but there will be always, always someone, no matter who, or even what,

can tell you,

that will always, be for you to help you get faster.

so no, why didn't i post when you posted, is another question, that i hope you can now find the answer ,

or, a way to find it,

and i'll say, i was just loking around, to get what the meaning of 'jphip'

since i knew back then, when i first saw it : jphip = jpop music + h:!p ???? KOOL !

let see more,

but there is another reason why i can tell you why i like look around

From: ronga_@hotmail.com

To: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

Subject: RE: Banned for talkin in a forum

Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 20:07:44 +0000

ok, u saw me there.

looooooooooooooooooooooooooong time ago...cause i hardely go there...actually...i dont post there anymore...

and i hav no idea why u didnt post...

i just know that if my friend didnt wanted to show me a girl i hate there, i´d not know u were posting there...cause i´d not see ur pic...

and i dont really see the point in this!

yes, i´m slow and dumb

but i´m also very patient when it comes to you xD

so i can send as much e-mails as u want me to xD

From: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

To: ronga_@hotmail.com

Subject: RE: Banned for talkin in a forum

Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 21:02:28 +0100

you are not dumb,

you just didn't know how we could talk about something random, confusung, not matter how you explain it,

because you never know that untill

right now,

so you want to know it

and so you keep asking.

no, if i don't name exactly what i want to show you, is justbecause i know myself that it is obvious.

but you might not think it's obvious, so you would ask you questions,

and there, i will be happy to answer your questions.

because that mean,

you prove to me, that you love me,

so you are patient,

to wait

for what i might say untill you see it, when the time will come.

but right now, if i tell you i saw your 'picture' somwhere,

and that i knew if you posted it, that mean you were there enough to trust , or just know, other poeple ther might not know you back then

but know it would be you

just like me,

wihtout having the same nickname

so, here i tell you why i got interneted in jphip at first.

now the questionis : why did i didn't post or registered when i saw you ?

From: ronga_@hotmail.com

To: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

Subject: RE: Banned for talkin in a forum

Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 19:56:47 +0000

i dont understand sweety...too confusing...

i guess...i´m dumb....can u explan in easier way? xD

From: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

To: ronga_@hotmail.com

Subject: RE: Banned for talkin in a forum

Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 20:53:25 +0100

i know you love me,

because otherwise,

you won't be patient enought

to wait for any random explaination

from me,

so, you don't really have to put a '?'

to tell me that there is something you don't know yet.

because, you don't know what you can't name, and what you name isn't important,

you said it yourself once, remember ?

the question now is 'well, i'm waiting for your explanation'

so,

i can tell you that when i went away from jpm, for a little time, no matter what i have done between jpm, and jphip

i saw

you

so, i asked myself, why you would be in jphip too ?

From: ronga_@hotmail.com

To: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

Subject: RE: Banned for talkin in a forum

Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 19:49:56 +0000

jenn, i´m not if i know what u´r talk about...

in fact...i´m pretty sure i dont know wot u r talking about!

theses days our talks are been....confusing o.o

but i love you even if i dont understand wot u r saying...and even if dont explain it quite well (plz explain?)

From: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

To: ronga_@hotmail.com

Subject: RE: Banned for talkin in a forum

Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 20:45:18 +0100

well of course you don't know xD

you don't know because i haven't tell it to you yet !

but you know, that you must know something at least about me right ?

otherwise, you wouldn't send the mail saying that you don't know.

you just want to tell me 'yes i want to know'

and well, i can tell you,

that you

was an important of the reasons, no matter how many there are,

that made me get into it at the first time.

now, you might know why you were important ?

From: ronga_@hotmail.com

To: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

Subject: RE: Banned for talkin in a forum

Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 19:42:30 +0000

i dont know o.o

From: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

To: ronga_@hotmail.com

Subject: RE: Banned for talkin in a forum

Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 20:40:42 +0100

haha

hi honey :p

you must miss some part of the fact i got ban right ?

but it doesn't matter, right, now,

what can be matter you wanna know ?

you wanna know why i got into jphip for the first place ?

xxx

From: ronga_@hotmail.com

To: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

Subject: RE: Banned for talkin in a forum

Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 19:39:06 +0000

eh?????????????????

From: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

Subject: FW: Banned for talkin in a forum

Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 20:32:00 +0100

From: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

To: nick@digitalanime.de

Subject: RE: Banned for talkin in a forum

Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 20:29:59 +0100

he he he he

thanks nach, i've always trusted in you, because i know that you can't say something without another, since we already proved it to ourself at least once, when we were doing it, we didn't know, at that time, that we were doing something that we might not know eachother rightnow, but the fact that we are aware of that last part, is that you and me, know each other :)

so, you know, there is always a meaning behind everthing we might say, even if it leads to nowhere, you don't know that right now, you just know, the fact that we can expect one of US to say something, that might be guessed.

somtimes, because would call it 'anticipating' some other it wouls be 'medium' or other it will be 'god told me'

it doesn't matter whowhat told you,

we know eachother :p

but, it doeesn't mean you still don't know what i want to do after the jphip life :p

> Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 20:07:59 +0100

> From: nick@digitalanime.de

> To: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

> Subject: Re: Banned for talkin in a forum

>

> chrrrrnooooo~

>

> well my guess is that you intended to get banned to have some jph!p free

> time :O but I am naturally bad at guessing.

> So you want to prove that 'something' to everyone you send that email

> then? :P

>

> Anyway, I hope things get better for you soon again, from what I've

> heard you must have had a hell of a last week.

> Also don't dare to leave berryz now, there are way too many snsd fans

> around now (though you are probably part of them) >:3

>

>

> Christian Nott wrote:

> > Hi nach nach nach nach nachdenki !!!

> >

> > Heheheh,

> >

> > well, i want to prove you something that you might not know yourself

> > right now,

> >

> > but you will just see what i am doing right now,

> >

> > when the time you will see it

> >

> >

> > like as i can tell you now what i just said here lead you to nowhere,

> > because you just still don't know what is happening and still not know

> > what i want to prove to you :p

> >

> > Until i say see you later, who knows what can happen ?

> >

> > see you later

> >

> > > Date: Mon, 14 Jan 2008 19:48:33 +0100

> > > From: nick@digitalanime.de

> > > To: chr_no_@hotmail.fr

> > > Subject: Re: Banned for talkin in a forum

> > >

> > > Hey chrno,

> > >

> > > what's wrong? Well I know pretty much a lot of what happened but why

> > > being so random now?

> > > I though everything was 'ok' as ok it can be after that.

> > > You knew they would have to stop you sooner or later D: most people

> > > don't know anything about that all and just think you are drunk or

> > > completely insane now ^^;

> > > Oh and I was asleep at the time you guys invited me to that group chat,

> > > that's why I wasn't responding at all :P you know my pc is running all

> > > the time...

> > >

> > > also have a nice day :O

> > >

> > > Christian Nott wrote:

> > > >

> > > >

> > > > Hi !

> > > >

> > > > how are you doing ?

> > > >

> > > > Well, looks like i'm not going to be able to talk in a forum lol

> > > > they banned me a reason i don't know myself...

> > > >

> > > > oh well, it's ok, it's not the only forum in the internet right?

> > > >

> > > > by the way, take a look at why i don't get it.

> > > >

> > > > I hope i don't get ban from the mailbox too Oo

> > > >

> > > > Have a nice Day

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > > >

> > ------------------------------------------------------------------------

Love

2010-08-08T20:34:00.000+02:00

So there is now a new child forum on jph!p, the Pairing one !
I'm now going to post a lot in that MiyaSaki thread, because i simply love that couple more than any MiyaRisako or MiyaChinami or even MiyaAiri...

My old youtube channel was deleted, there were some miya captain love there, but oh well i can create another account right ?

now i want to spread that spirit of loveness in the MiyaHime world ~

At first i wanted to make a super drawing but as tired as i am i can't really do something spectacular so i'll do with that simple drawing of Miya and Captain from their latest single Maji Bomber!! if you look at the cover, the girls really are wonderful, all of them. but hell today is MiyaCaptain's day ! ^^

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2010-08-07T18:33:00.004+02:00

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Quote from: tamatron on July 05, 2010, 07:44:28 am

Quote from: ChrNo on July 02, 2010, 07:35:10 am

Hi tama-sama !

how are you doing ?

just wondering if you wanted to join skype, even if you don't talk, just be there ? listen or reading, it would be like on irc but with crazy friends of mine that i least you know dai and words haha zigg is using linux for the moment so...

how hot is it here, (all on fire -red) looks like jph!p is hitting on Rika :rofl:

cover of joshi btw XD

joshi jph!p remix !

today i'm going to surprise shirenu and go to the japan expo without telling anyone here kukuku

only few of you know about it, dai and words and zigg haha i hope first to stk her then i'll hugg her by behind xD

have a great day !

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Sorry for a late reply, been dealing with computer problems these past few days. @_@

Skype...I have to talk and listen, right? I'm not good with multi-tasking. XD

You can just talk to me on msn. I might appear to be off but sometimes I'm actually on. :lol:

Dave showed me the pic of you and shirenu last night. Can't believe she's taller! She must be wearing insoles, I tell ya!

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don't worry about me i have that kind of problems too XD

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Now playing : Buono ! Café buono

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chien ?

vie de chien ?

gao

On Mon, Jul 5, 2010 at 7:07 AM, Ethan Petrelli wrote:

> hun kyo wa doko made iku no ?

>

> now playing Ayumi Hamasaki - Marionnette

>

> Heart te wa...

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> toooo mo kaaa ...

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> watashi mo anata mo kimi mooooooo

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> bokudachi waaaaaa

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> kike yi say syeah iiiiiii

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> doooo wooo

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> akira metaaa

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> iruuuuuu

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> ~

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> wooooooooaooooooo

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> ekimayulac (05/07/2010 06:45:41): her butt is firm

> crus4d3chrno (05/07/2010 06:46:09): i confirm XD

> crus4d3chrno (05/07/2010 06:47:21): how do you know it

> crus4d3chrno (05/07/2010 06:47:32): because it's yourwaifu

> ekimayulac (05/07/2010 06:47:32): i tap that

> crus4d3chrno (05/07/2010 06:48:21): you would hit that lol

> ekimayulac (05/07/2010 06:48:32): did you hug shi? did she think you were a

> guy?

> crus4d3chrno (05/07/2010 06:48:50): first yeah XD

> ekimayulac (05/07/2010 06:49:22): lol

> ekimayulac (05/07/2010 06:49:36): she didn't want to be trapped

> Dernier message reçu le 05/07 à 06:49

> crus4d3chrno (05/07/2010 07:02:44): yasashiku ?

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> BOKUDACHI WA

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> KYO WO NEI DA YEAH

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> SHE KNOWS THAT

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>> kimochiii

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alright let's connect on msn then :p

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"Oh sh15 is trop puissant !"

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2010-08-07T18:31:00.002+02:00

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Titre : Le diner de con

Hypothese: Tu es con

Démonstration :

Tu es con car Tu ne comprends rien.

Tu es con car Tu ne con prend pas.

Or "Quand on est con, on nait con" //Ce n'est pas ce que j'ai dit -_-

d'où quand on est con on est con. //oui voila c'est mieux

Tu n'es pas bête car tu sais réfléchir.

Or "(...)con vient du mot latin lapin(...)".

"Si vous étiez un animal lequel seriez-vous ?

- Un lapin, parce que ce n'est pas trop bête".

D'où Tu es bête.

Or "Un Homme est un animal comme les autres" et

"Les gens sont con".//ca je l'ai pas dit -_-

Tu es un homme,

d'où Tu es un Homme // c'est évident -_-

Tu es un gentil //ah je ne l'ai pas dit non plus !

Donc Tu es con.

//rooooooooo aller je te met 16 quand meme

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2010/7/3 Jennifer Tam

Tu m'as, tu es :D

2010/7/3 Jennifer Tam

tu m'as tué !!!

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Subject: elle a free elle a tout compris !

To: Bastien SANCHEZ

titre : Le diner de con

hypothese: t'es con

demonstration :

t'es con parce que tu comprends rien.

t'es con parce que tu con prend pas.

mais "quand on est con, on nait con"

donc quand on est con on est con.

tu n'es pas bête car tu sais réfléchir

mais "con = lapin" et "si vous étiez un animal qu'est ce que vous seriez? - un lapin, parce que c'est pas trop con"

donc tu es bête

mais "un Homme est un animal comme les autres" et "les gens sont con"

tu es un homme

donc tu es un Homme et tu es un gens

Donc tu es con.

Existe

2010-08-06T16:09:00.003+02:00

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Cherche le bonheure

la bonne heure

quand tu l'auras trouvé,

et bien ca veut dire que tu sauras pourquoi ca va

que ca ne va plus

que ca ne va pas

que ca peut aller

que ca ira

donc que ca va.

Cherche ce que tu n'as pas déjà, et tu le trouveras, et tu le sauras, et tu le chériras, et tu l'aimeras.

Il y a-t-il une raison d'aimer ?

a raison d'etre ?

a reason to be ?

There is.

So go and find it.

Cherche et tu trouveras.

Si tu ne cherches pas comme moi.

Tu ne trouveras jamais comme moi.

Mais je te donne certaines choses que tu as

Donc je sais que tu peux en avoir

D'où je sais que tu peux exister

D'où je sais que tu existe

d'où tout ce que je pense

du fond du coeur

qui est le mien

le tient

à present.

present.

PERFECT

present.

present perfect is present perfect

is there a perfect world ?

there is. it's called a perfect world.

a Paradise

is there a paradise here ?

there is.

Paris.

is there a . here

there are a lot of .

so there are a lot of

so there are a lot

so there are a

so there are

so there

so

.

see ?

see what i mean now ?

see what you mean now ?

sea is the see what you get ?

yes it is !

Wonderful.

ok so there is a wonderful place here

a wonderful place in Paris.

a wonderful place in Paris of France of The World

where is the paris here ?

Pikachu !

zomg pokemons !!!

i'm a pikachu hahahaha

pika

chu

nanorechu

nano

rechu

reichu

is the evolution of the rei

the rei is the reis

the rei is the sun

the rei is the rei too

the rei is the roi

the roi is the roi

the roi in paris is ?

the roi is Roi de Paris ?

Roi des Lyon ?

Roi tout court

roi tu cours !

donc Roi tu sauras.

vie, va, et deviens hahahahaha

Salut Catherine tient ca va ? ca fait un baille orion en fait ^^

et donc où est orion ? ^^

qui est orion d'abord ^^

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2010-07-05T01:37:00.000+02:00

Il faut toujours faire ce qu'on a à faire, et faire ce qu'il faut faire, pour faire.

D'où il sait.

D'où il pense ?

d'où le cerf vol

d'où le cerf volant ?

Donc il a un queue.

Du Con.

Les lapins on une mini queue toute ronde et sont tres rapide quand ils font des bébés donc bah il sont rapide a faire les bébés laissent leur lapereaux, et puis bah mange de la salade et ont des longues oreilles...oh bah tient c'est blanc comme neige et comme une roche. mais vu que je sais rien bah je fais avancer mes penser juste mais pas l'Humanité, juste l'humain qui est en moi. a tient je sais qui est moi donc. qui sont ...

ah les autres ?

oh lui la ce bel homme...

oh tient un homme...

interessant...

oula c'est la folie ca alors lol
car c'est affolant comme qui dirait ?
mais qui a dit ca deja ?
ah oui

WonderBoy !

c'est bary c'est ca HAHAHAHAHHAHA

oula mais que voije ?

j'ai une queue dans ma tete bordel xD

oula j'ai deja dit ca quelque part

mais moi je le sais donc peronne d'autre que moi ne peux savoir ce que je pense donc ce que je suis donc si je suis ou pas donc bah je suis pas la conversation en cours

donc je ne suis pas

d'où

JE PENSE DONC JE SUIS

PENSE

etre un con

etre un connard ? nan

etre une connasse ? nan

etre une conne ? oui

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

tient en voila une autre de bonne queue XD

bref j'espere maintenant que les autres comprendront quand il verra...

il le vera lui

tu le vera toi

pardon

que quelqu'un ici corrige

Tu le veras Toi

et bah si toi tu le vois

c'est que ?

et donc ?

?

je suis la conversation qui se passe en ce moment ici ...

donc j'ai besoin de lui pour avancer dans ma vie ^^

sinon bah je vol la vie en cours HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

donc je sais pourquoi je t'aime. donc fait moi plaisir et ne fais pas ce que je fais, fais le a ma place,

fait le

Pour Moi.

Merci Mon Amour.

Je T'aime.

Je T'M

J&M{a4e, ayu4eva,h2o}

}

hi hi...

iL.

I Need You

2010-07-04T20:19:00.004+02:00

Honto no jibun

Kiss!Kiss!Kiss

Take it easy !

My Boy

but My Dear Boy first

boyz lol

I need you 2 be 3 in this world !

"oh putin je suis trop puissant !"

Chinese

Oh shhhh~

What English people think, french say it, so let's see one of those song here before 4 !

We are Buono!

2010-06-26T13:42:00.004+02:00

Earlier today i watched "We are Buono! " live Dvd i bought, and posted on jph!p about it :

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Just watched We are Buono dvd

may i say it's their best concert.

with Tabidachi no Uta as ending, i'm thinking that buono might actually end here. "We are Buono!" is unforgettable. H!p is going in some other way now with those three girls.

3 girls, 3 centers, 3 albums= <3

Miya has Ex-ceed, momoko and airi will have something new too probably.

Buono!, best H!P unit ever for me.

__________________________

One of the best part was obviously the Tiger outfit stripping part, but not only that, the wotas and Dolce were awesome too, the camera man did a good job. Everything was almost just perfect for me.

as for the Tiger outfit, i spent some times looking for a great Miya stripping pose, even asked for a guy to know what stripping is all about... here is what i drew :

couldn't really post it on jphip, 'cause i didn't feel it was the best Miya pose i could find...

another thing about We are Buono! : a 4Koma :

yes unforgettable...

h2o : i completly agree with you there ChrNo ! Damn i just saw there is a Buono! Best Of, looks like Buono! might really be over after their Rock 'n Buono! 3 concert but like you said <3 !

Julian : i watched the disc2, the girls are just so funny even if i don't get a word XD
momoko seemed to be kinda upset at some point XD don't remember lol...damn my poor memory XD

Victor : indeed XXX

Hydroxide : hey it's been a while but i believe in Buono!, they are going to be great during their last fanclub concert if that is their last, they just can't vanish like this at that point...

Jen : Aa!...

Happy BDay sh15uya

2010-04-21T18:48:00.002+02:00

It's a bit early, but in fact on the other side of the world like in Japan it's already April 22nd, so i wanted to be the first to create the thread in the forum, that's why i didn't wait 22nd in my timezone ku ku ku

At first i wanted to draw Lee Hyori with the clown from Swing, but it was kinda depressing and the clown is really creepy...then i saw that pic of her half naked covered by a panel saying "Made in Korea", and i thought about just ps-ing the panel and put "Happy Bday" on it...then it was like a bit too simple... i really wanted to draw something so......another funny/sexy/suggesting idea would be drawing a bed and write on it "wish you were here" hahahaha...obviously that wasn't a good idea...

Berryz工房 Advance War

2010-03-30T11:38:00.002+02:00

March 3rd was Berryz' 6th anniversary, and on the same day, their 22nd double A side single 友達は友達なんだ!/雄叫びボーイ WAO! was released.

I already mentioned tomodachi pv in my previous post, how lonely yet lovely Momo was (obviously, the other girls were lovely as well).

I wanted to draw them in their pink camo outfit for quite some times now, at first i thought "let's do something simple ! how about pixel art with their ascii face used on 2ch !". But since pixel art is everything but simple, it took me a lot of time lol...

The idea of the old school game menu came when i was about to hit 1337 posts, which would change into LEET, but looks like since the update of the forum it hasn't been working...

If you wonder what the Top number is, i guess you should watch the Hello!Project Winter 2006 concert kukuku

Momoko's 18th BDay

2010-03-08T21:51:00.001+01:00

I don't know if any of you have watched Berryz工房 - 友達は友達なんだ！PV yet, but for the ones who did, i'm sure you would agree that the moment where Momo is left alone on the beach is really beautiful...

I guess i just had to portray that scene... On March 6th 2010, it was Momoko's 18th birthday...i know it should be a happy day for her, but i kinda felt sad that Tama-sama who was an enthusiastic Momowota didn't show up in her thread...

At least other Momowotas like nach celebrated it like 10 hahaha

In addition to that : SHE IS LEGAL NOW !

haha which means something special on jph!p...

it means you could say something like :
"Momo wotas buy 3 copies of each of her photobooks
- one to scan
- one to stare at
- one to w*** at"

i'll let you guess what's the last word is kukukuku...

Anyway i really hope you had a great day Momo !

Patapatapatapon...!!!

2010-02-28T20:30:00.005+01:00

i just had to do something with that fish costume...

At first i had one idea for Valentine's day, Miya in that fish costume, in Momo's fishshop, and all the other berryz in different manly outfits trying to catch their Valentine haha... well that was because of the lyrics of Watashi no mirai no danna sama where they sing : bonkure shogatsu VALENTINE
hitori de sugoshitakunai
watashi no mirai no danna-sama
dokka ni mejirushi wo tsukete
aruite chodai which can be translated to : Christmas, New year, and Valentine's
Are the times I don't want to be alone
So I beg to you my future husband
Please come find me and somehow give me a sign
that you are my love and by the way, how Miya sings the word "Chodai" is just incredibly sensual... so when i thought "fish" the idea of some barbecue came...but since it was about Miya being the attention of the week, i thought something like "princess"...or more about some goddess worshiping...there came the image of Jack Sparrow being some kind of god then get prepared to be eaten by those native Caribbeans from Pirates of the Caribbeans 2 and here we get it. Then i was just too lazy to draw those cannibals, so i thought of those Patapon characters, which are just so awesome, and totally fit the atmosphere...and voilà. So we get at first the impression that she is their goddess, and Miya being completely oblivious of the situation =D

Miya ga Sekai de ichiban kawaii tora desu

2010-02-17T23:50:00.001+01:00

Still going on the Tiger year theme...

At first i just wanted to try some new coloring skin technique...but turned out pretty bad i must say...so had to do it again with my old smudge way...
i guess i still need to learn a lot...

Also since i drew this two days appart, i lost track of the color swatch for her skin...so her hands might look weird, sometimes i feel like it's green loool...

ah well need to keep looking for good tutorials...

i also had some trouble writing correctly the sentence..well i mean grammatically correct XD
what i wanted to write was " Miya is the cutest tiger of the world"
Since i don't really know i got babelfish to translate it for me :

"みやは世界の最もかわいいトラである"
Miya wa sekai no mottomo kawaii tora de aru

since automatic translation never really works, had to try something else, like "Miya is the world's number one cute tiger"

i know it might sound weirder hahaha but easier to find 'cause there are some berryz lyrics which contains the "sekai de ichiban" (Yuke Yuke Monkey Dance for instance)

so here we have the sentence written on the pic...

ah well....real japanese probably don't say it like this, but at least it's grammatically correct XD

Chinese New Year of the Tiger

2010-02-12T17:09:00.005+01:00

2010, Chinese new year is celebrated the same day as Valentine's day...i had to choose what theme i would do...i guess i wasn't really inspired by this lover day lol

Here i tried some kind of Chinese painting ...

i started with Airi...hence maybe the fact that she might look better than Momo or Miya haha...

Well i think Momo looks quite good too here...

just saying that 'cause i think Miya doesn't look that great XD

But she looks better than the tiger doesn't she ?!

I wonder how much i'll get from some nice hong bao this year kukuku....

1,2,3,4...

2010-02-03T13:02:00.013+01:00

Anyone noticed the coincidence with Harry Potter and Hello!Project having the same acronym ?
Okay, not really exactly the same since we usually see a "!" for H!P...
I know there are some fanfics around with some HarryPotter related H!P stories...haven't read any of them tho haha...

Anyway there is this pic of Miya which seems to remind some people Hermione Granger...

Hermione is like the only reason (after the Oh! So Brit accent) i watch Harry Potter movies....so i had to give it a try, took me around 8 hours of work, which is usually the same for most of my colored drawings..Kukuku have some Hermia !

Actually, i think it looks better on this picture i took from my mobile phone than the real drawing itself hahaha...

Have to thanks wordsworth for that catch line ~

Happy BDay ziggurat !

2010-01-23T14:50:00.001+01:00

We all know zigg is a Captain wota, but lately, more like about one year, he hasn't pimped her at all ! Always mentioning either Dawa or Take-chan...he even changed his sig and avatar :

Can you see a Captain ?

No Captain there ! ....seriously that's what i call a TRAITOR !

hahaha j/k zigg, don't take it too seriously...anyway

Happy Birthday zigg !

God Save The Queen

2010-01-08T11:54:00.003+01:00

Happy New Year 2010 !

Buono still going with the Rock/PseudoPunk Style, everytime i see them wearing some UK flag tshirt it reminds me of Punk group Sex Pistol haha

Anyway, i think Miya was the only left without wearing that T, and i'm really diggin it

Buono! XMas 2009 !

2009-12-17T00:01:00.002+01:00

Happy Halloween 2009 !

2009-10-30T00:58:00.001+01:00

Early to post but here we go Buono! ~

Rock'n Buono! - Rock It Miya !

2009-10-07T20:17:00.001+02:00

Very Beauty Contest Winner !

2009-09-25T00:05:00.002+02:00

You don't have to force a "Kind smile"

2009-09-17T18:41:00.001+02:00

11:11 am...

2009-09-04T14:14:00.002+02:00

Happy 17th Birthday Miyabi !

2009-08-24T18:50:00.002+02:00

Happy Birthday Sh15uya !

2009-04-22T20:27:00.001+02:00

Merry Xmas !

2008-12-17T17:39:00.001+01:00

just a bit early :p

Cat'eyes

2008-10-05T22:05:00.001+02:00

Welcom autumn~

2008-09-22T23:01:00.001+02:00

Miya's solo event

2008-09-18T22:55:00.000+02:00

Natsuyaki Miyabi Solo Day 9.18.08

Opening BG song : Berryz Koubou Koushinkyoku
Costume : Solo Tshirt + Skinny jeans, short boots

1. Koi no Jubaku
2. Ki ga Tsukeba Anata
3. Natsu Remember You

I want a recording !!!!

Miya's Eyes

2008-09-11T20:38:00.000+02:00

ChrNo : I love her eyes, and sometimes you can see what she looks at, she is so beautiful...

h2o : Miyabi chan is indeed really beautiful, but i prefer Mari haha

Julian : i love her eyes too !

Hydroxide : she is looking at YOU :p

Victor : I...my...me...you...and...me...Miyabi he he he he

Jen : another great drawing, i like how it's empty except her eyes

Buono!

2008-09-07T19:06:00.000+02:00

ChrNo : this is the Buono! sign ^^

h2o : cute !

Julian : really cute *_*

Hydroxide : nice one ^^

Victor : yummy he he he he

Jen : i'm waiting for the other two members too :p

Suki ! C'est qui ? Daisuki ! -> Buono !

2008-09-06T19:27:00.000+02:00

ChrNo : that title was the best i've ever found...too bad it was deleted from the forum ;_;

h2o : it sounds cute but why was it deleted ?

Julian : awww that's sad. what does the title mean ?

Hydroxide : i guess it's a pun again ?

Victor : Suki Sugite Baka Mitai...he he he he...

Jen : Yeah, it was a little pun with japanese "suki" and french "c'est qui" which sound almost the same. "suki" means like, and "c'est qui" means who is it. ChrNo drew a painting with the groupe Buono! without their face so ChrNo could play with "c'est qui ?". Buono! is one of those H!P subgroup with Miyabi Airi and Momoko. There was this magazine back at the time of their single Renai Rider, the title was "Suki suki Daisuki ! Buono!". As they explain it themself, "buono" means good, tasty in italian. The mod in the jphip forum removed it so it can be like other thread, just the official buono thread and not some crazy title like the Captain one "She is tiny and fits in your pocket" or something like that. it was cute ^^

ChrNo : Buono!Man !

h2o : the drawing is cute !

Julian : but why is there a duck there ?

Hydroxide : it's a not a duck but the Kappa hahahaha i guess it represents Airi chan who is looking for the Kappa

Victor : cute he he he he...

Jen : oh and momo in a peach form xD

Cherry Stick

2008-09-06T18:49:00.000+02:00

ChrNo : how about some cherry haha

h2o : wooo nice !

Julian : who is that again ? XD

Hydroxide : right...i guess it's suppose to be Miyabi chan

Victor : he he he he....

Jen : yeah it's Miyabi chan...manga-ish maybe ^^;

Momoko

2008-09-05T18:15:00.000+02:00

ChrNo: here is the peach ! i love peach how about you guys

h2o : well if you are talking about the fruit i like it too ^^

Julian : yeah i like the fruit too

Hydroxide : i read a manga, Peach Girl, the main character's name was Momo, which means peach haha

Victor : Momo he he he he...

Jen : Tsugunaga Momoko chan !

Captain

2008-09-04T20:01:00.000+02:00

ChrNo : today i'll post a Captain !

h2o: a captain ? what captain ?

Julian : captain from captain tsubasa ? haha

Hydroxide : don't forget ChrNo is a H!p fan, so must be related to H!p world

Victor : Saki-chan he he he he...

Jen : right Captain Shimizu !

My umbrella...

2008-09-01T23:37:00.000+02:00

When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now it's raining more than ever
But we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh eh)

Miyabi-Chan

2008-08-28T16:33:00.000+02:00

Kyaaaaa~

Happy 16th Birthday Miyabi !

2008-08-25T23:25:00.000+02:00

Yeah ! Today (well yesturday now in Japan) is Miyabi's birthday ! let's celebrate !

here is a part of the latest Miyabi drawing i made, the full one is on jphip ! go check if you want. I think i'll post more drawing here from now on to keep my blog living hehe (^^)"

h2o : wooaaa really nice !!! and i saw the jphip one too ! Queen Miyabi ! good job ChrNo ! and Happy Birthday to you Miyabi-chan !

Hydroxide : well done ! it's just so like her ! Happy Bday Miyabi !

Julian : i don't know what to say O_O

Victor : he he he...

Jen : awesome ! keep it up ChrNo i want to see more drawings ! and Happy birthday Miya :3

Happy 4th anniversary

2008-07-03T19:24:00.000+02:00

YES BERRY 4th !!!

errr...

4th what ?

an..an..an...an ...ER ?

before 4th it's not 4th yet
At 4th, it's 4th, but not 4th anymore
AftEr 4th, well it's after but

when i think about 4th, i think about what means 4th.....

* ChrNo thinks

I WANNAEATWITHMIYABI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T__________________________________________________T

dut!!! i can still go back to Miyabi is

Hahahahahahah

and so hummmmm~ gags

* ChrNo dies

RE : Anata Nashi De Wa Ikite Yukenai

2008-06-05T00:41:00.000+02:00

ChrNo : ok...so...here i come with the mix of Anata Nashi De Wa ikite Yukenai, by mix i mean i just put the instrumental of the song with what i sung last time...i thought it would be fun to hear it with the music, because i really love it...at the end it sounded awefull XD but it's ok i had fun ...i wish i could sing better T_____T

the first part is ok i think, and then it's completly messy (not the football player right...) aaah...

http://www.mediafire.com/?lmmynhxnwnm

h2o : it's great ChrNo ! don't lose your confidence ! keep working ;)

Julian : lol Lionel Messi... yeah i think it's great too, the mix is not that bad ! at the end it's true that it it's kinda weird, we can hear you don't follow the music since you went freestyle, but freestyle is great too !

Victor : more freestyle yeah he he he

Jen : "but i can't live without you baby !"

Hydroxide : i don't think it's too bad, as long as you had fun ! by the way you could also mix our karaoke song right ? ha ha ha let's see if we sounded good or bad after all !

Funky night

2008-06-03T01:43:00.000+02:00

ChrNo : yeah ! it was fun to sing with you guys ! let's do that another day again !

woooo tomorrow it's going to be Miyabi's first solo event ! i'm so excited ! i'm sure it's going to be great :3

h2o : well i hope i didn't kill the fun ChrNo hehe

aaaa weird i can't go on jpm...oh well it's ok maybe i should go somewhere else...

Julian : sorry if i sounded crappy ><

Hydroxide : Don't worry about that Julian :p

Victor : next time let's do it with VoiceChanger he he he

Jen : what a nice idea...i don't like my voice :D
oh, and Miya's event is...today :p (in japan time !)

Natsuyaki Miyabi San

2008-05-23T11:12:00.000+02:00

San ah San :

Lei ho ma ?

Ho low, may tron lei king go quy ...ho chi...ho yek, dow chi, lei hum vous low ho. oh :

_ Ho low, may trop lei king go guy chai,
_ Ho low, may pei les trai
_ Ho low, may pei les train
_ Ho low, may pei les mem pas oh ho hey pim go.
_ Ho low, ho, mais voi yune oh hey pim guai go.
_ Ho low, may dim sec guy dim guy ho hum chi doh oh hey pim guy go ko chi.
_ HO LOW MAY TRON LES CHEU KO YA CHEQUE KO !!!!! SO YI

LEI DIM GUAI CHI PIM KO HEY PIM GUY KO YU GUOU YOU YA KO YA MANNEY HO OH HEY MAIS PI CHI TOW OH HO HEY PIM GUY GO YAN YAN HA HAHAHAHHA ??????!

_ so yi, oh ho chi two, les hum vous law ho.
_mai pas oh hoho comme mat mais ha ?

TO J4AI !

San.

Kara ok ?

2008-05-21T20:48:00.000+02:00

h2o : nice cover ChrNo ! and your lyrics are funny XD

Julian : i just looked at the lyrics on the project-hello site, it's not the same, you write them yourself ? wait i'm lost...again xD...

Jen : ChrNo must have composed it herself i guess ?

Victor : nice Chi...i might Ng you too hahahaha

Hydroxide : this is funny it's like there are 2 different voices

ChrNo : Thanks ! it was the first time i record myself singing like that, all with the flow fuu~ i felt so great after and i was surprised myself when i listened to it, i didn't know what i sung would mean something else than what i was reading...i can't really explain it Jen, but i just wrote what i heard

Jen : you were singing with all your heart we can hear it

h2o : hey guyz what about a coeur-ok ? :p

Hydroxide : well h2, we might need some chrono then :p

ChrNo : a karaoke ? yeah that's a great idea !

Julian : i don't know how to sing xD

ChrNo : it's ok it's just for the fun ! let's choose a song and since we are on honto no jibum, why not a buono! song ?

h2o : well ok but i don't know all of their songs haha

Victor : hum~ buono!...

Anata Nashi De Wa Ikite Yukenai

2008-05-20T21:49:00.000+02:00

ChrNo : Hey guyz how about a cover of my fav song from Berryz ? :p

http://www.mediafire.com/?xxnmzdwnidt

Anata Nashi De Wa Ikite Yukenai

Uh

??????? ??? ???
???? ??? ???? ??
???? cake ??? no?

ah

that time i ???
God ?? ???
happy and ??

uh uh
what a night one shit ??
kiss shit cry ??
what a night
?? ?? ?? ????
???? lucky ? ? ???
can i shit ?? ???

But i can't live without you baby !

i don't care if it's stop by mama or me
i know you have a heart
it's the sign of love
what can i do
i will be with you

uh forever

uh ah
i don't care if i get a sign
or if you are listning
we already did it

ah
youth is there
if you don't see it, i'll *bip* you
and then what ? ha hahaha
we will be hurt forever

what a night
surely like animal
funky night
look that's love !
what a night
even if it was scary at first

hey it's ok this sign is luck
i forgot to tell you
how sexy you were
luck i tell you !

han ! but i can't live without you baby !

i don't care if other guys want you, stop by me
this is destiny
i can't live without you yeah
what does it mean ?
i want you everyday

then you and me forever

uh
i don't care if all this will be stop by me
my heart has been hurt already
i will know what to do when i see the sign of love
i want to be with you

forever

i don't care if you have hug other guys before, stop by me
my heart knows it's our destiny
he he he and i can't live without you, you know ?
and god knows that i can...he he he everyday
i want to be with you

forever

When Timo is up-right

2008-05-20T21:32:00.000+02:00

----- Our chat on Wed, 1/16/08 5:54 AM -----

Timo Styles (5:23 AM): i have something to show u
Timo Styles (5:24 AM): will u look
Julian (5:24 AM): hummm
Julian (5:24 AM): gags?
Timo Styles (5:24 AM):
Timo Styles (5:24 AM): 100 gags?
Timo Styles (5:24 AM): no
Julian (5:24 AM): so show it dont ask -_-
Timo Styles (5:25 AM): http://fushigichan.net/kari/brkt.jpg
Julian (5:25 AM): berryecute?
Julian (5:25 AM): wat ?
Timo Styles (5:25 AM): just click it
Julian (5:25 AM): hum
Timo Styles (5:26 AM): http://fushigichan.net/kari/003.jpg
Timo Styles (5:27 AM): you wanted to talk about miya
Timo Styles (5:27 AM): i miss talkin about her
Timo Styles (5:29 AM): nobody else cares about her
Julian (5:29 AM): huh?
Julian (5:29 AM): wat r ya taking bat ? @_@
Timo Styles (5:29 AM): hummm?
Timo Styles (5:29 AM): i dont know?
Julian (5:30 AM): then how cow u i no w xD
Timo Styles (5:30 AM): im not a cow ~.~
Timo Styles (5:31 AM): are u a cow?
Julian (5:31 AM): nat ?
Timo Styles (5:31 AM): nat...
Timo Styles (5:31 AM): natsu
Julian (5:31 AM): chu !
Timo Styles (5:32 AM): natsuyaki
Timo Styles (5:32 AM): miyabi
Timo Styles (5:32 AM): okinawaa
Julian (5:32 AM): it's like a date !
Timo Styles (5:33 AM): ya but i could never go
Julian (5:33 AM): where ?Oo
Timo Styles (5:34 AM): too bad u have no avatar here
Julian (5:35 AM): huh??????
Timo Styles (5:36 AM): humm??
Julian (5:36 AM): hummm yummy
Julian (5:36 AM): /me dies
Timo Styles (5:37 AM): your avatar is yummy but i cant see it here ._.
Timo Styles (5:37 AM): since this is yahoo!
Timo Styles (5:38 AM): o well
Timo Styles (5:38 AM): i'll have to pretend its there
Julian (5:38 AM): huh?
Timo Styles (5:39 AM): huh?
Julian (5:40 AM): huh.
Julian (5:40 AM): okkkkk...
Timo Styles (5:40 AM): hummm
Julian (5:41 AM): ?
Timo Styles (5:41 AM): Parlez-vous français?
Julian (5:43 AM): -_-
Timo Styles (5:44 AM): non?
Julian (5:45 AM): neeeee remember da ne -_- otomodachi dayou -_- duh
Julian (5:45 AM): jibum -_-
Timo Styles (5:45 AM): dare no jibum
Julian (5:45 AM): honto no jibum
Timo Styles (5:46 AM): oh
Julian (5:46 AM): oh ?
Timo Styles (5:47 AM): i remember honto no jibum but otomodachi? XD
Julian (5:47 AM): duh
Julian (5:47 AM): T_T
Timo Styles (5:47 AM): duh xD
Timo Styles (5:47 AM): everything is duh xD
Timo Styles (5:49 AM): nee nee
Timo Styles (5:49 AM): doko made itta no
Julian (5:50 AM): ya no?
Timo Styles (5:51 AM): ya nen
Julian (5:51 AM): hum mmmm doko made iku nooooo
Timo Styles (5:51 AM): i dont hear it very often now
Timo Styles (5:51 AM): lol
Julian (5:52 AM): iku da no ?Oo
Timo Styles (5:52 AM): u cant put a question after da lol
Julian (5:52 AM): ?????
Timo Styles (5:53 AM): da no = no
Timo Styles (5:53 AM): duh
Julian (5:54 AM): jeez like i don't know -_- stop your serious talking already i wan to talk about Miya here -_- hud
Timo Styles (5:54 AM): hahahah

2 b 3

2008-05-20T08:12:00.000+02:00

the more i talk to you the more i get hurt. i thought i could handle it. but i was wrong...

you would always say you are despressed
i would always ask how i can cheer you up
you weel reply promise me you won't stop talking to you

you want to be back like before
yet you can't trust me again

because you are afraid you lose me

because matth is afraid to lose me

both of you just think, one side lost.

you say you are the only one who might losing something here
matth says, he is the only one who might lose his girlfriend.

you guys, aren't confident in yourself enough to trust what i say
i know, i made so many mistakes.
that's why i can say i can't make promises. because i have learnt from the past. that everything i promise. i just don't think about the future. i don't think about what can happen.

i told you everythings "depend" on somthing. so i can't predict the future.

you both think. it's just so simple. i just have to answer yes or no.
just this answer depends on who i talk to.

yes can mean "i stop talking to brian" for matth
yes can mean "i won't stop talking to you" for you

everything just depend on something.

you only think that you are the only one who is depressed. i know i can't blame you. i have hurt you so much. i broke you heart, and i give you doubts for the future.

you said i was afraid of pain, but that line just fits you right now. you are afraid to lose me. because it is going to bring you pain.

all i want to say, is that i'm a really really difficult state of mind. i might just lose control anytime. i told you i am weak. everything i do or say , is just to pretend im not right now. trying to not make you worry.

but you just don't stop saying how it is painful for you, because you can't confess.

so you both are pushing me
it's hard
for me

because you both, just put every single responsabilty on me.

i know i deserve it.

you both say, i'll let you think about it so think about it seriously.

like i'm not taking that seriously enough.

yet, you both wanted the answer tonight.

you might lose me. that is thinking about yourself.
matth said he might lose me. that is thinking about himself.

now what about me. i have to think about me. right but, you two gave me the responsabilty to think for 3.
by my only decision. i will change 3 lives.

it is just too hard for me to handle it.
at least. for tonight

ziggurat

2008-05-19T22:17:00.000+02:00

stomp the bug !

shirenu

2008-05-19T22:16:00.001+02:00

So here we go now
pop pop shi pop
i pop i pop pops shi pop
shi pops i pepsi shi pepsi pop shi pop
re pop re pops shirenu pops pop shi pops
soda pop pops and pops
yeah shirenu pops !

hum~
feels so good to be at home
Homer Simpson ? Mais non jibum
What ? Honto no jibum da yo !
You wanna play with me ?
Sai lei ko min sin
ng how tron gno kan faiva
Your faverite song is already playing !
so don't ask me "Quand-est ce qu'on va jouer ?"
"arrete de faire chier les autres ok ?"
otomodachiiii !!! Let's pop it like shirenu does oh !

Stranger

2008-05-19T22:12:00.000+02:00

if I know you then i'm not you
if i'm not you then i know it
if i know it then i know what i know
if i know what i know then i don't know what i don't know
if i don't know what i don't know then i know i don't know everything
if i know i don't know everything then i know what i know and what i don't know

now, i can't know what i don't know at the moment i write this line until i write the dot.
now, i know the dot because i'm not blind and i saw it
now, i know that you aren't blind too because you are reading this line
now, i know i'm not alone because you are reading this line

so i know you and aedon know the future

aedon

2008-05-19T22:10:00.001+02:00

ChrNo : i like aedon, she has a funny nickname :D she said Ayumi Hamasaki is the queen of jpop ! aedon is so kind ! she uploaded Guilty T_T it's a really great album you guys should try :D

Victor : hehehe...i like aedon too, but aedon like Ayumi Hamasaki :p

h2o : i like one song To be...she has a ducky voice xD

Julian : what do you mean a ducky voice ? XD aaaah i don't understand nothing here hahaha

Hydroxide : aedon knows i don't know her :p

Jen : haha nice Victor xD

RE : Who is Chi ?

2008-05-19T00:43:00.000+02:00

Why ChrNo ?

As ChrNo said, the nickname is from Chrno Crusade, but it's not the only meaning.

ChrNo is a gentle demon which lives with a nun, Rosette Christopher, in New York, around 1930. Those two are more than just friends, they are connected with a "clock", more like a Life-time-machine. Thanks to that clock, Chrno can change into a powerful and dangerous demon, like Chrno used to be, to help Rosette fighting other evil demons. When this happens, Rosette's life-time decreases.

In this story, Time is the important key.

As a japanese manga, Chrno must be a Engrish word of the English word Chrono

Now about ChrNo, it can be cut into 2 words : Chr and No
so you can read two abbreviations Christian and Nott which is the name of the main character from Jen's first Manga.

Back to chrono : Trépa has made the pun once : chrono post ! referring to ChrNo's post in jphip and a french company, which is we can say it, a lame pun :p

nachdenki

2008-05-19T00:18:00.000+02:00

ChrNo : @h2o : water ? Oo
oh...you mean your nickname ? XD
i like my nickname too, it's from Chrno Crusade, i'm sure Mii-san can tell you more about it :p

h2o : hehe, well people like to ask me why i chose water, i always answer "because i love it, i can't live without it"

ChrNo : " i can't live without you " ! this is the title of one berryz koubou song ! it's actually their first single ! awesome and Miya owns there ! i love this song here is the link for the video http://youtube.com/watch?v=lHA5u0tDfmg

also check the special perf with Miya Risako and Captain !
http://youtube.com/watch?v=QoPfXUSBiX0

oh and what about you guys' nick ?

Julian : i like Julian MacMahon from Nip/tuck, the famous Christian Troy...i guess i kinda wish i was like him lol...

Victor : Rina-the-robot gave it to me on the jphip chatroom, ChrNo was there too he he, some people wanted to call me George...Nespresso...what else ? :p i don't care about my names, i like Nick :p

Jen : i was too lazy to find one hahaha

Hydroxide : i wanted to change life so i change my name :p

Rien ne se perd, rien ne se créer, tout se transforme

btw, i edited the solo part of your little Captain dance ;)
http://youtube.com/watch?v=KsF5xMGOkbM

RE : Love ?

2008-05-19T00:10:00.000+02:00

ChrNo : I love tama-sama ! she is so kool ! and i know everyone like her :p

Julian : i love kei-chan (l)

h2o : i love water

Jen : i love ayu4eva

Hydroxide : i <3 XY 2

Victor : i love everygirl in this planet he he he he...

Dear Tama

2008-05-16T07:58:00.000+02:00

Since last Saturday, everyday i discover someone i know fell for me once, or still is, and i'm starting to get paranoid

afraid that if i go out, another will confess to me and i think i wouldn't be able to handle it

but since i don't go out off my bed i will keep seeing those who love me and so i would just keep getting worring about them

and well, what meant to happen has to happen : nervous system break down for this joy mixed with pain , my brain exlpode and

my nose bled like hell i felt like just crying and laughing in the same time and tell to everyone around me that i feel so

loved and i want to share it so i went out of my room half naked screaming :

IM TOO HAPPY AAAAA I CANT HANDLE IT !!!!

My mum just freaked out because she barely saw me this week, even if she was there all the time watching her dramas, but knows

i ididn't sleep that much and well hell i was crying laughing screaming half naked with a nose bleedin : what the fuck happend

to her and she makes no sens

i was just too happy and had eveything just right in front of me, my reason of existence and my wish came true without me

noticing : i was hoping i would make everyone i like happy, so i would feel useful, and loved, and would feel good in this

world and keep that little word, my word, as happy as i can, even if i can bring also pain in it.

no seriously,

i'm ok for love confession,

BUT NOT ALL IN THE SAME DAMN WEEEKK LOOOOOL

now i'm completely lost, and start to get to understand why all of them just stayed that late to be with me all saying

"well, it's fun to be with you and it can't be helpt if you are so damn cute !!! duh !! you can't stop poeple from falling

for you......"

LIKE I KNOW IT FOR SURE IF NOONE TELLS!!!

i'm too afraid to say stupid things like before and hurt them now...

@_@

i listened to brian's advice : your friends have the right to know when you have problems you know ? i know you are kind

enough and patient enough to listen to others, but you can do it to. Because they also care for you.

well ok, but i know they have their own problems so i rather let them know when it's solve so they don't have to worry

it was mistake because they worry about me anyway duh...

i started to say my problem to the ones i know, and asked me "why can't you sleep Oo"

i would answer "because i can't think of how to start somthing to tell you because i was worried you woudl be too much

worried about me so i didn't tell it, since well, you coudln't do anything about is, so i'll tell you know in a email later if

i can finish it "

"ok now i'm REALLY worried"

duh...they can help me...advice and opinion...that's why we need a objectiv view...for me it was you, for brian it was words,

for matth ?????? job....but he doesnt have anyone to tell it to, he just doesn't express himself, too afraid to get hurt...

so i discoverd, that muten, a girl i used to love, and well as you know brian, love me....

they were too afraid to lose me because it was going to end our friendship and never told me...just like matth never told me

untill i bring that up !

"hey why are you staying so late lol you are cute but it's 11pm already Oo don't you want to go home ? don't tell me you love

me lol

"..."

"huh ?

"...

"wait....

"you do ????????

"....

"okay...

*think of something smart to say to get your ass off from the trouble you just get into yourseff stupid girl !!!

me : Are you going to puke if i say i like you too ?

*i said smart !!!!

him : XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

*few at least he is not dead XXDDDD

no seriously....

i said to muten i'm too afraid to go out xD now, and will be just try to look like a boy more, and well, not getting any other

attention than the one who knows me

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DONT !!!THINK YOU ARE SEXY AND YOU WILL BE THE MISS FRANCE LOL

"duh you want a sexy pic of me ? ok, ...(wait he used to like me....) as long as you don't feel back what you used to

i'm ok jeez i'm starting to believe you have a pic of me in your wallet

"no i wont fall for a picture and i don't have one in my wallet but i used to have one in my phone....

phone...wait...we only took one picture with his phone...omg i was hugging him without noticing how he could feel OO

"damn...i'm starting to feel the pain you might have before....when we took that picture....i'm so sorry...i don't know how

you can forgive me to be so blind...

"forgive you ? it wasnt your fault..........................

so you see, now, i feel so confused, i have not stop crying for an entire week, first, because i was sad, then i was pissed ,

then really sad that they don't understand why i decide to keep both of them, then when one of them accepted, it wasn't the

one i wish would first, and then i cry for guilty, because i failed to make him happy, and then when i discovereed so many

love, i felt so happy, and yet so sad, because i never knew, how much i might have hurt them....just like muten, hugging me in

that picture...meant a lot for him...

i never noticed, i just treat him like a good friend, pal, since well, i don't think mylsef a girl but as a tomboy, and you

will know tama-sama, later, why i am this way, matth was right, i had to say to everyone, but, he wanted me to keep secrets

with him, and this was the only secret i had, and i only tell that to 2 people untill yesturday, matth and brian (i think

that's why they arent afraid to say how much they love me they felt like everyone were taking advantage of me, and wanted to

protect me) now they are 3, and next, will be you, words, because, you need to understand, why, i don't like guys, why, i dont

like to talk about sex, and all, why i stalk girls in train xD

i only notice now, how i can get so close to guys and girls, because, one friend matth and i know, from jpm, Edge, invited me

to go to the cinema, matth was just so jealous and went mad at me, then i told Edge, and he sent him an email :

"Seriously, you realy dissapointed me...i never knew you would think i would ever try to get her away from you, and get

interested in her, because she says so many good things on you, and she also her brother too, i just wanted to share our

passion for manga, jpop and drama. i wanted to meet everyone, and i invited her because i didn't know what to do with my free

tickets...you just don't trust us enough, jen and me, also you don't trust you enough."

Now, this, just make me realize, people just don't see me as a girl, like the others around but a nice pal, but still a

girl....
"Hey ! why don't you have a girlfriend ? you are handsome ! im sure you must be popular !
"ME ? HANDSOME ??? POPULAR ??? nooo....i'm shy...
"but you look so confident !
"i do ? no i don't think so...well...i don't like girls around me anyway, they are so selfcenterd and well, always

complained about everything bad that happens...tell me how their lovelife are shity,...like i can do somthing about it...i

just keep with them because i can't help it to be in their class and i want to get along so i can pass my year of school

peacfully...no seriously i even hate my school...i feel so not in the right place...i want to finish it already to fly to

japan xD
"awww

I NEVER REALIZE IT !!!! that i just never complained X XDXD because i know they don't care
but i do complain, but not making sound like it....that's why, i always wonder if you ould get annoyed by me
because i would tell you my problms and all..........................

i liked you so much that i was afraid you might not like me T_____________T
but, when i pmed you, you would always answer...well not right in the moment, but when you have time and i really, i"m really

thanks ful for that. i just never realised how much you were there for me...

so, i started to write amail, to thank you and words, but things around kept changing every seconds and i just couldn't finish

it

i felt like, a yoyo xD

aaaa....no wonder i cried that much
because there would be time things get better i will be so happy and think that the problm is solve, but then things get bad

and well the entire though just *poof* and hard to get back to reality and realy objectiv opinion...

and well, since now there are so many people involve, i just keep repeating what i feel to everyone
so when i would mention good things, i'll be happy and laughin, and when i mention bad things, i would start to cry, and thn

good thing, cry of joy and duh it's just endless

all i wanted to say i wanted to thank you and let you know that things got solved, but you might wonder then how things got

solved but to understand i have to tell you everything happen and well...nervous break down was expected

i never, understood the meaning of blood explosion until now

so, i wanted o let you know by this mail that i was going to send to the one i want them to know :

knock knock !

who is there ?

Jen

Jen who ?

Jen, jen jen jendjiskan !

LAME

xD

Hi you two ! yes YOU, Myname and Microphone, wow i'm inspirated tonight lol

Well, it was kinda Inevitable, since i had Double trouble, that when i get things solved, i would welcome the happiness

tonight

First of all, i want to thank you two, for everything you have done for me, really, because without you guys, i wouldn't have

solved all this, and be back in a very beauty situation.

All i needed was to make the koi no jubaku going around and saying Anata Nashide was ikite yukenai to the one i felt like a

special generaton love, even if there was a koukuhaku and real situation of Tsukiatteru no ni Kataomoi but i just predicted a

Munasawagi Scarlet when i saw Waracchaou yo BOYFRIEND, but then again see like Nanchuu Koi wo Yatteruu YOU KNOW? But i know

mysefl that i wasn't just a 21ji Made no Cinderella to the one i love and well since i always seem to take things not

seriously the others would just go Gag 100kaibun Aishite Kudasai without understand i was Fighting Pose wa Date ja nai! for

the next s Chu! Natsu Party and well they thought i was a Sprinter but i felt like Watashi ga Suru Koto nai Hodo Zenbu Shite

Kureru Kare so i said Sayonara Hageshiki Koi and Natsu Remember you untill i feel again Omoitattara Kichi desse! and finally

undestand the Ai no Suki Suki Shisuu Joushouchuu

Thank you

ChrNo mode EmoBoy-from-youtube : on

I MEAN IT !

WARNING : this mail is long, so if you don't read all of it, it's ok xD i don't want to waste your time, i just wanted to let

you know everything is fine.

WARNING 2 : ok i give up i'll just say it another day duh it's starting to get too long and well i just can't keep wirting

forever

i cut all the crap part to just let you know what i think about you :

i realized, what tama-sama has done so far for me. more like, what she gave me :

-Her trust.(she told me so manything about herself, i was always afraid to annoy her by questioning too much, still am )
-Her opinions.(she would tell me when she thinks, i'm slow and silly ,or anything)
-Her crazyness (i liked her right away in the chat because she was so funny )
-Her feelings (such as when she is pissed about somthing, or really happy about...yuri :p)
-Her Time (yes, she talks to me omg im so happy T___T)

-Her *the thing i can't not talk about*
-Her phone number
-Her real name (she wasn't even afraid i would STK her T___________T maybe she didnt know at that time i take pics of every cute girls in trains )

- A THANK YOU SMS !!!!!!!!!! I SAVED IT IN MY PHONE I WAS SO HAPPY !!!!!!!!!!

-Her msn adress, SHE ADDED ME !!!! OMG CAN I BE MORE HAPPY NOW????????

If i can meet you for real

Anyway !!!!

Thank you

Without anyone, i will never have undestand my place here.

Love ?

2008-05-15T21:58:00.000+02:00

It's not because you tell me

'I love you'

that i have to love you too.

It's not because i don't love you too,

that means i can't love you too.

How many poeple have loved me before you ?

you don't know it, because i don't mention it.

Why do i don't mention it ?

because, i want you to feel

like

YOU ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT AND SPECIAL

and, so , you don't have to compare with others.

others doesn't matter here.

Other who have loved me, other that i love, are still there in the world.

They aren't just everywhere in that World,

they are in My world.

Touch,
Feel,
See
Listen

didn't i make you feel the love i can make you feel at least once ?

it's not, the only one way to show you love someone.

You love someone, because you love someone, but you love everything around that someone

and that

makes you feel special.

Because the one you love,

will show you,

in the way one want.

Make you feel like you are the most loved in the My World.

That is one, everyone here, there, everywhere,

i know,

you are here because you 'love me' and because i love you too.

I just treat everyone the same, everyone is special for me,

but i just won't show them, in the same way.

that's the meaning of love.

Do you see now why i haven't name people in the mail i wrote few month ago ?

because anyone, can't be named the same

anyone, can't feel the way they feel like she wants to make them feel.

She knows everyone, so , she knows

How to treat them special.

Go back, read again, think about what everything i said must be something,

in the futur

that you will just get, it will be just so obvious,

you will feel so special,

that you won't have to ask me what to do if...

and by the time you will know what to tell me, what to show me, what not to do,

well,

THAT JUST ME YOU UNDERSTAND HOW I CAN LOVE YOU

and you will see, why, i'm surrounded by poeple,

that have at least one thing in commum with you,

and that day.

You will know, some people here just can get everything i do, without telling me they might do,

and, you will enter the WORLD OF THE GIRL YOU LOVE

Ijou dessu :p

Talk to Your Hand

2008-05-15T21:26:00.000+02:00

ChrNo dit (01:01) :
wow
ChrNo dit (01:01) :
so early XD
M dit (01:02) :
yeah
M dit (01:02) :
so
M dit (01:02) :
what happened?
ChrNo dit (01:02) :
gettting things better
ChrNo dit (01:02) :
heheeheh
M dit (01:03) :
good
M dit (01:03) :
you talked to brian and sh1 last night>
M dit (01:03) :
?
ChrNo dit (01:03) :
wel it's still tonight for me
ChrNo dit (01:03) :
yeah i had sh1 on msn
ChrNo dit (01:03) :
hu hu huh u
ChrNo dit (01:03) :
and we were all joking around
ChrNo dit (01:03) :
so i guess
ChrNo dit (01:03) :
we are good night
ChrNo dit (01:04) :
untill
ChrNo dit (01:04) :
brian wants to talk to me XD
ChrNo dit (01:04) :
so sh1 went to sleep
ChrNo dit (01:04) :
and hopin
ChrNo dit (01:04) :
for me to telling him things he wants tomorow
M dit (01:05) :
well
ChrNo dit (01:05) :
hear*
M dit (01:05) :
brian said he's ok if you don't have feelings for him the way he does for you
M dit (01:05) :
what he's afraid is
M dit (01:06) :
sh1 might stop you from being his friend even after all this is over
ChrNo dit (01:06) :
i know
ChrNo dit (01:06) :
and sh1 is just hoping for me to stop talking to brian
ChrNo dit (01:06) :
he said
ChrNo dit (01:06) :
éthat will solve the problm"
M dit (01:07) :
do you want to stop talking to brian
M dit (01:07) :
i don't think you want to
ChrNo dit (01:07) :
i don't
ChrNo dit (01:07) :
but sh1 just can't accept it
ChrNo dit (01:08) :
i understand him you oknow
ChrNo dit (01:08) :
i understand that he doesn't wanat me to talk to a guy that love me
ChrNo dit (01:08) :
because he is afraid i fall for him
ChrNo dit (01:08) :
and would leave him
ChrNo dit (01:08) :
but i just believe sh1 is everything for me
ChrNo dit (01:08) :
and i will never
ChrNo dit (01:08) :
NEVER leave him
M dit (01:08) :
but you told sh1 that you didn't have feelings for biran right
M dit (01:09) :
i don't know what he's afraid of
M dit (01:09) :
telling him that you don't love brian should have been enough
M dit (01:10) :
but asking you to stop talking to him is a bit too much don;t you think?
M dit (01:10) :
the best way is for sh1 and brian to talk to settle this once and for all
M dit (01:10) :
you're the one who's getting caught between them
M dit (01:10) :
yet the three of you are the ones getting hurt
M dit (01:11) :
btw the preview of maimi and nacchi single is out lol
M dit (01:11) :
shameless plug
ChrNo dit (01:11) :
they talked, then when brian didn't give up on me, he started to think he is a threat, and don't want to talk to him anymore, beucase he said , brian is just ruining our couple
M dit (01:12) :
well
M dit (01:12) :
i guess you have to reject brian the proper way
M dit (01:13) :
not with "i don't love you" or sth like that
M dit (01:13) :
so he will understand
ChrNo dit (01:13) :
i tried everything, being nice, bieng harsh, being indiferent, he didn't stop emailing me, didn't stop calling me, even if i didn't answer
ChrNo dit (01:13) :
i don't want to make him sound bad
ChrNo dit (01:13) :
but
ChrNo dit (01:13) :
i understand them...
ChrNo dit (01:13) :
that's why
ChrNo dit (01:13) :
i need
ChrNo dit (01:13) :
your objectiv view
M dit (01:14) :
ok
M dit (01:14) :
be honest
M dit (01:15) :
you never had feelings from brian aside from being a friend?
ChrNo dit (01:15) :
nope
ChrNo dit (01:15) :
i like him a lot
ChrNo dit (01:15) :
but
ChrNo dit (01:15) :
never go as far as love him
ChrNo dit (01:15) :
or
ChrNo dit (01:15) :
having any feeling for him
M dit (01:16) :
ok
M dit (01:16) :
then that's it
*
M vous a envoyé un wizz.
*
ChrNo dit (01:22) :
:P
ChrNo dit (01:22) :
i wish
ChrNo dit (01:22) :
it was easy XD
ChrNo dit (01:22) :
matth just doubt
ChrNo dit (01:22) :
i understant
ChrNo dit (01:22) :
everyone in a couple would have that doubt
ChrNo dit (01:22) :
that fear
ChrNo dit (01:22) :
that someday
ChrNo dit (01:22) :
i would leave him
ChrNo dit (01:23) :
and
ChrNo dit (01:23) :
and
ChrNo dit (01:23) :
the fact that
ChrNo dit (01:23) :
there is someone who loves me besides him
ChrNo dit (01:23) :
just freak him out
ChrNo dit (01:23) :
i understand
M dit (01:27) :
so
M dit (01:27) :
if you and sh1 get back
M dit (01:27) :
will you still talk to brian secretly?
ChrNo dit (01:28) :
no need secretly
ChrNo dit (01:28) :
i tell him i talk to him
ChrNo dit (01:28) :
he needs to understand
ChrNo dit (01:28) :
to trust me
ChrNo dit (01:28) :
that im confident
ChrNo dit (01:28) :
enough
ChrNo dit (01:28) :
to say i will never leave matth
ChrNo dit (01:28) :
and will keep rejecting brian's love
ChrNo dit (01:28) :
he said
ChrNo dit (01:28) :
ok
ChrNo dit (01:29) :
that brian wouldn't just ruind or couple
ChrNo dit (01:29) :
but
ChrNo dit (01:29) :
he is stil afraid
ChrNo dit (01:29) :
one day
ChrNo dit (01:29) :
if i keep talking to brian
ChrNo dit (01:29) :
i will fall for him
ChrNo dit (01:29) :
it's just
ChrNo dit (01:29) :
lack of confidence in me
M dit (01:31) :
yeah
M dit (01:31) :
and trust
M dit (01:31) :
why would he use a keylogger on your email :P
ChrNo dit (01:31) :
jeez brian leave in USA XD
ChrNo dit (01:31) :
i don't see
ChrNo dit (01:31) :
how can he+me is possible lol
ChrNo dit (01:31) :
because i was hiding
ChrNo dit (01:31) :
he told me to stop tlking to brian
ChrNo dit (01:31) :
but
ChrNo dit (01:31) :
i thought it was unfait
ChrNo dit (01:31) :
unfair
ChrNo dit (01:32) :
so kept talking
ChrNo dit (01:32) :
you know at first
ChrNo dit (01:33) :
i was just sharing my crazyness about miya with him
ChrNo dit (01:33) :
he was the first miyawota i ever met
ChrNo dit (01:33) :
i was happy to share
ChrNo dit (01:33) :
and then
ChrNo dit (01:33) :
one day brian said
ChrNo dit (01:33) :
"i don't think we can be friends without miya, we are just so diff"
ChrNo dit (01:34) :
i never intended to risk my love with matth to get him like me XD
M dit (01:35) :
hehe
ChrNo dit (01:36) :
matth said
ChrNo dit (01:36) :
opening my heart
ChrNo dit (01:36) :
not
ChrNo dit (01:36) :
bulding wall
ChrNo dit (01:37) :
let him get closer
ChrNo dit (01:37) :
was my mistake
ChrNo dit (01:37) :
because i would told him my problms about matth
ChrNo dit (01:37) :
when i don't feel good
ChrNo dit (01:37) :
math said
ChrNo dit (01:38) :
"you are just so nice, too nice, you make people want to protect you, because a lot of bad things has hepepened to you, so there is no wonder, he fall for you"
M dit (01:40) :
kuku
ChrNo dit (01:40) :
thats why he said
ChrNo dit (01:41) :
"i warm you why don't you just go confess your problm to girls !!! just like tama, at least they wont fall for you"
ChrNo dit (01:41) :
XD
M dit (01:41) :
lol
M dit (01:41) :
but what if tama fell for you
M dit (01:41) :
would you leave sh1?
M dit (01:41) :
XD
M dit (01:41) :
j/k
M dit (01:41) :
that's a diff story
ChrNo dit (01:42) :
indeed XD
ChrNo dit (01:42) :
no
ChrNo dit (01:42) :
there is no way tama fell for me
ChrNo dit (01:42) :
she said
ChrNo dit (01:42) :
she doesn't understand long relationship, and distance relaionship lol
M dit (01:43) :
lol
ChrNo dit (01:44) :
would my story will inspire you again :P
ChrNo dit (01:44) :
about ryota, miya and yurina ?
ChrNo dit (01:44) :
the only diff here
ChrNo dit (01:44) :
brian didn't kiss me lol
ChrNo dit (01:44) :
hahahha
ChrNo dit (01:45) :
also
M dit (01:45) :
yeah
ChrNo dit (01:45) :
i don't have feeling for him
ChrNo dit (01:45) :
but
ChrNo dit (01:45) :
you know
M dit (01:45) :
i was thinking of risako being a bitch when pretty boy came back
ChrNo dit (01:45) :
he is my type, because he is matth clone XD
ChrNo dit (01:45) :
they do
ChrNo dit (01:45) :
say
ChrNo dit (01:45) :
think
ChrNo dit (01:45) :
exactly the same XD
ChrNo dit (01:45) :
but i never saw a pic of brian
ChrNo dit (01:45) :
bu
ChrNo dit (01:45) :
but
ChrNo dit (01:45) :
they both
ChrNo dit (01:46) :
wear glasses, bth have green eyes, both has their dad a cop
ChrNo dit (01:46) :
lol
M dit (01:46) :
lol
ChrNo dit (01:46) :
why would ri be a bitch Oo
Edited : Too Young spoilers
[...]
M dit (02:01) :
my friend wants to learn how to draw
M dit (02:01) :
so he can make h-doujin
M dit (02:01) :
that was the same reason i had before
M dit (02:01) :
XD
ChrNo dit (02:02) :
duh xD
ChrNo dit (02:02) :
XD
ChrNo dit (02:02) :
XD
ChrNo dit (02:02) :
XD
ChrNo dit (02:02) :
XD
M dit (02:03) :
what?
M dit (02:03) :
that's how mangakas start lol
ChrNo dit (02:04) :
all of them Oo ????
M dit (02:05) :
well most
M dit (02:05) :
<_<
M dit (02:05) :
like you
M dit (02:05) :
kukuku
ChrNo dit (02:07) :
what like me ? XD
M dit (02:07) :
you wanted to draw h-doujin <_<
M dit (02:07) :
lol
M dit (02:07) :
j/k
ChrNo dit (02:07) :
LOL
ChrNo dit (02:07) :
i love your pun XD
*
Vous avez envoyé un wizz.
*
ChrNo dit (02:08) :
you made it purpose !!!
ChrNo dit (02:08) :
to call him H !!!
ChrNo dit (02:08) :
XD
M dit (02:09) :
not really
ChrNo dit (02:09) :
S&M
ChrNo dit (02:09) :
then H
Edited : NSFW
[...]
ChrNo dit (03:04) :
i think i should stop talk to brian for a while
ChrNo dit (03:05) :
he is just making things so complecate
ChrNo dit (03:05) :
and actin glike matth
ChrNo dit (03:05) :
making supposition about what i can do to them
ChrNo dit (03:05) :
in the future
ChrNo dit (03:05) :
matth thinks i will leave him for brian, and brian think i will stop talking to him
ChrNo dit (03:05) :
so both oth them wants me to promise
ChrNo dit (03:06) :
either i top talking to one brian or not
ChrNo dit (03:06) :
and they say
ChrNo dit (03:06) :
"i let you think about it"
ChrNo dit (03:06) :
a few minutes later
ChrNo dit (03:06) :
"TELL ME NOW HURRY"
ChrNo dit (03:06) :
i feel so much pain
ChrNo dit (03:06) :
right now
ChrNo dit (03:06) :
and they keep
ChrNo dit (03:06) :
pushing me to make a decision
ChrNo dit (03:06) :
i can't handle it anymore
ChrNo dit (03:08) :
i should read momo's fic to change my mind
ChrNo dit (03:08) :
or i will just get into (emo)
M dit (03:08) :
yeah
M dit (03:08) :
read momo's fic
M dit (03:09) :
well if you're going to stop talking to brian
M dit (03:09) :
tell him in a good way
M dit (03:09) :
not like
M dit (03:09) :
'i dun want to talk to you bye'
ChrNo dit (03:10) :
i don't want to stop talking to him, because he said it will just break his heart, so talking to me is ok, that just this is ok, he doesn't wait for me to love him, so i can keep talking to him
M dit (03:11) :
he knows his boudaries now
M dit (03:11) :
so he's going to stop
M dit (03:12) :
just wait and don't rush him
M dit (03:12) :
getting heartbroken is hard to get over
ChrNo dit (03:13) :
he kept mentioning, that he wants us to friend, yet he keeps saying he doesn't want to buid back all his trust in me, and start to hide things, so how can this be continue like that, how can we go back to friend, he is keep mentioning that i m going to stop talking to him even if i tell him no
ChrNo dit (03:13) :
i'm not rushing anything, he is the one who wants me to promise him i won't stop talking to him
M dit (03:14) :
then tell him that you won't stop talking ot him after this is over
ChrNo dit (03:14) :
but i can't make promise i don't know if i can keep, because what matth wants is to stop talking to him
M dit (03:14) :
that will give him peace of mind
ChrNo dit (03:14) :
that is just lying cause i don't know what can happen tomorow, who knows, what can matth do
ChrNo dit (03:47) :
i feel so usuless
ChrNo dit (03:47) :
i'm hiding again
ChrNo dit (03:51) :
are you still there ?
ChrNo dit (03:51) :
i guess you are buzy
ChrNo dit (03:51) :
gomen for bothering you
ChrNo dit (03:51) :
have a nice day mike

Too Young

2008-05-15T21:20:00.000+02:00

07/01/2008 15:12:51 ChrNo M pssst
07/01/2008 15:13:00 M ChrNo hey
07/01/2008 15:13:08 ChrNo M posted :P
07/01/2008 15:13:30 M ChrNo where?
07/01/2008 15:13:34 M ChrNo hey
07/01/2008 15:13:37 ChrNo M too young
07/01/2008 15:13:47 M ChrNo i'm talking to brian
07/01/2008 15:13:52 ChrNo M what ?
07/01/2008 15:14:01 ChrNo M you have his msn ?
07/01/2008 15:14:16 M ChrNo yes
07/01/2008 15:14:21 M ChrNo and he told me
07/01/2008 15:14:26 M ChrNo that he likes you
07/01/2008 15:14:27 ChrNo M damn i didn't see that coming...
07/01/2008 15:14:33 ChrNo M i mean
07/01/2008 15:14:40 ChrNo M the fact that you have his msn...
07/01/2008 15:14:44 ChrNo M damn...
07/01/2008 15:15:04 M ChrNo did you remove his contact in your msn?
07/01/2008 15:15:08 ChrNo M no
07/01/2008 15:15:12 ChrNo M i can't do that...
07/01/2008 15:15:30 ChrNo M if you haven't tell him
07/01/2008 15:15:34 ChrNo M please don't tell im online
07/01/2008 15:15:36 ChrNo M please...
07/01/2008 15:15:37 ChrNo M it's
07/01/2008 15:15:40 ChrNo M hard situation
07/01/2008 15:15:40 M ChrNo oops
07/01/2008 15:15:42 ChrNo M ...
07/01/2008 15:15:53 M ChrNo too late T_T
07/01/2008 15:15:57 ChrNo M it's ok...
07/01/2008 15:16:13 ChrNo M i didn't want to tell you
07/01/2008 15:16:16 ChrNo M so you won't worry
07/01/2008 15:16:22 ChrNo M but damn why did he tell you...
07/01/2008 15:16:22 M ChrNo
'? says: could you ask her to talk to me
m9?_?'? says: and
m9?_?'? says: tell her
m9?_?'? says: to tell me the truth
m9?_?'? says: i think
m9?_?'? says: maybe she lied to me
m9?_?'? says: and acted like
m9?_?'? says: she would leave us both
m9?_?'? says: and maybe she will just leave me
m9?_?'? says: i would appreciate it
m9?_?'? says: so much
M says: wait
m9?_?'? says: i want the truth
m9?_?'? s
07/01/2008 15:16:30 M ChrNo he wants me to ask you that
07/01/2008 15:16:32 ChrNo M really i wanted to tell you
07/01/2008 15:16:35 ChrNo M but then i thought
07/01/2008 15:16:35 M ChrNo even if he didn't tell me
07/01/2008 15:16:38 ChrNo M you would worry
07/01/2008 15:16:38 M ChrNo i knwo it would come to this
07/01/2008 15:16:42 ChrNo M and i didn't so...
07/01/2008 15:18:12 M ChrNo so
07/01/2008 15:18:12 M ChrNo what do i tell him
07/01/2008 15:18:12 M ChrNo /
07/01/2008 15:18:29 M ChrNo sorry if i told him you were online
07/01/2008 15:18:32 ChrNo M i unblocked him
07/01/2008 15:18:36 ChrNo M i need
07/01/2008 15:18:40 ChrNo M to stop running away
07/01/2008 15:19:18 ChrNo M you knew ?
07/01/2008 15:20:20 M ChrNo you always mention him
07/01/2008 15:20:41 M ChrNo gave me a vibe that something was brewing
07/01/2008 15:21:26 ChrNo M so you think i had feelings for him ?
07/01/2008 15:21:41 M ChrNo yeah
07/01/2008 15:21:41 M ChrNo it was easy
07/01/2008 15:22:11 M ChrNo are you and sh1 fighting?
07/01/2008 15:22:23 ChrNo M we kinda broke...
07/01/2008 15:22:33 ChrNo M i need to tell you
07/01/2008 15:22:36 ChrNo M i don't love him
07/01/2008 15:22:38 ChrNo M i mean
07/01/2008 15:22:40 ChrNo M brian
07/01/2008 15:22:43 ChrNo M i never met him
07/01/2008 15:22:50 ChrNo M but
07/01/2008 15:22:58 ChrNo M matth said i fell in love with brian
07/01/2008 15:22:58 M ChrNo you like him
07/01/2008 15:23:06 ChrNo M so he wanted to break
07/01/2008 15:23:20 ChrNo M i lke brian, like i like you
07/01/2008 15:23:24 ChrNo M i don't love him
07/01/2008 15:23:31 M ChrNo i though everything was going fine between you
07/01/2008 15:23:33 ChrNo M brian confessed yesturday
07/01/2008 15:23:38 ChrNo M he said he loves me
07/01/2008 15:23:43 ChrNo M i rejected him
07/01/2008 15:23:49 ChrNo M but he doesn't want to give up
07/01/2008 15:23:58 ChrNo M i wanted you to believe that
07/01/2008 15:23:59 M ChrNo how did you reject him?
07/01/2008 15:24:01 ChrNo M so you don't worry
07/01/2008 15:24:14 ChrNo M i told him i don't love him and i will never leave matth for him
07/01/2008 15:24:39 M ChrNo those exact words?
07/01/2008 15:24:39 M ChrNo that's kinda harsh
07/01/2008 15:24:39 M ChrNo lol
07/01/2008 15:24:51 ChrNo M i tried not to be harsh at first
07/01/2008 15:24:53 ChrNo M saying
07/01/2008 15:25:03 ChrNo M "no you don't love me i'm not as nice as you think!"
07/01/2008 15:25:15 ChrNo M and he thought he had a chance still so
07/01/2008 15:25:19 ChrNo M i had to be harsh
07/01/2008 15:25:26 ChrNo M i never rejected anyone before
07/01/2008 15:25:31 ChrNo M didn't know who to handle it lol
07/01/2008 15:25:46 M ChrNo lol
07/01/2008 15:26:07 ChrNo M i'm glad that you know it now, so you can help me, tell me what you saw
07/01/2008 15:26:07 M ChrNo you could have asked tama
07/01/2008 15:26:19 ChrNo M she said she doesn't know what to say lol
07/01/2008 15:26:23 ChrNo M but
07/01/2008 15:26:26 ChrNo M she was kind enough
07/01/2008 15:26:30 ChrNo M to talk to me
07/01/2008 15:26:32 ChrNo M that's why
07/01/2008 15:26:37 ChrNo M i wanted so badly to talk to her
07/01/2008 15:26:39 ChrNo M this morning
07/01/2008 15:26:52 ChrNo M it was kinda late yesturday when i talked to her
07/01/2008 15:26:56 ChrNo M she was going to sleep
07/01/2008 15:26:58 ChrNo M she said
07/01/2008 15:27:06 ChrNo M she doesn't understand what is hapening to me
07/01/2008 15:27:07 ChrNo M and
07/01/2008 15:27:19 ChrNo M never understand long relationship anyway xD
07/01/2008 15:27:29 M ChrNo is he at peace with sh1?
07/01/2008 15:27:29 M ChrNo because if not
07/01/2008 15:27:40 M ChrNo she'll probably tell you to go with brian
07/01/2008 15:27:40 M ChrNo XD
07/01/2008 15:27:40 M ChrNo j/k
07/01/2008 15:27:50 ChrNo M she is now, lol
07/01/2008 15:27:57 ChrNo M otherwie i won't talk about that with her XD
07/01/2008 15:28:08 ChrNo M she said "i don't understand your choice"
07/01/2008 15:28:13 ChrNo M by keeping both
07/01/2008 15:28:20 ChrNo M i did tell her i chose matth
07/01/2008 15:29:06 M ChrNo what did she say?
07/01/2008 15:29:06 M ChrNo your face is a mess?
07/01/2008 15:29:06 M ChrNo lol
07/01/2008 15:29:12 ChrNo M no xD
07/01/2008 15:29:23 ChrNo M sje was serious, like everytime i talk to her
07/01/2008 15:29:29 ChrNo M that's why
07/01/2008 15:29:33 ChrNo M i like her a lot
07/01/2008 15:29:39 ChrNo M she wouldn't judge me
07/01/2008 15:29:44 ChrNo M she wouldn't treat me like shit
07/01/2008 15:29:47 ChrNo M she said
07/01/2008 15:29:56 ChrNo M "i don't know what i can tell you, i don't know matth and brian"
07/01/2008 15:30:11 M ChrNo hehe
07/01/2008 15:30:15 ChrNo M see
07/01/2008 15:30:38 ChrNo M she wouldn't say "just stop talking to brian you stupid girl"
07/01/2008 15:30:51 ChrNo M tama is so nice
07/01/2008 15:30:52 ChrNo M and
07/01/2008 15:30:53 ChrNo M she is
07/01/2008 15:30:55 ChrNo M more mature
07/01/2008 15:30:58 ChrNo M than i am :P
07/01/2008 15:31:13 M ChrNo of course
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07/01/2008 15:59:25 ChrNo M well don't mention herlike that in the forum xD
07/01/2008 15:59:40 M ChrNo i know
07/01/2008 15:59:51 M ChrNo or i'll be dead
07/01/2008 16:00:18 ChrNo M who would kill you :::P
07/01/2008 16:01:04 M ChrNo a lot
07/01/2008 16:01:04 M ChrNo meguru fans?
07/01/2008 16:01:47 ChrNo M xD
07/01/2008 16:01:47 ChrNo M xD
07/01/2008 16:01:48 ChrNo M XD
07/01/2008 16:01:49 ChrNo M XD
07/01/2008 16:01:49 ChrNo M XD
07/01/2008 16:02:26 M ChrNo even zig would kill me
07/01/2008 16:02:26 M ChrNo kukuku
07/01/2008 16:03:17 ChrNo M ziggg would kill everyone that mention captain
07/01/2008 16:03:19 ChrNo M that's why
07/01/2008 16:03:21 ChrNo M i did it
07/01/2008 16:03:22 ChrNo M hahahah
07/01/2008 16:03:23 ChrNo M but
07/01/2008 16:03:25 ChrNo M i don't think
07/01/2008 16:03:28 ChrNo M he will read my post lol
07/01/2008 16:03:43 M ChrNo post where?
07/01/2008 16:04:04 ChrNo M too young XD
07/01/2008 16:04:05 ChrNo M XD
07/01/2008 16:04:06 ChrNo M XD
07/01/2008 16:04:06 ChrNo M XD
07/01/2008 16:05:01 M ChrNo lol
07/01/2008 16:05:32 M ChrNo i'll tell him to read it
07/01/2008 16:05:53 ChrNo M lol
07/01/2008 16:06:05 ChrNo M zigg is your dog, he would listen everything you tell him xD
07/01/2008 16:07:00 M ChrNo that's cruel :(
07/01/2008 16:08:21 ChrNo M i thought it was a joke..
07/01/2008 16:08:26 ChrNo M you know
07/01/2008 16:08:30 ChrNo M zigg respect you a lot
07/01/2008 16:08:37 ChrNo M remember i was the one who introduce him here
07/01/2008 16:08:44 ChrNo M he said he was afraid to talk to you
07/01/2008 16:08:46 ChrNo M because for him
07/01/2008 16:08:47 M ChrNo yeah
07/01/2008 16:08:51 ChrNo M you were a sempai
07/01/2008 16:08:58 ChrNo M aand that you were perfect XD
07/01/2008 16:08:58 ChrNo M so
07/01/2008 16:09:04 ChrNo M i had to introduce him to you
07/01/2008 16:09:04 M ChrNo but i have a lot of respect for zig too
07/01/2008 16:09:05 ChrNo M because
07/01/2008 16:09:07 ChrNo M he is funny
07/01/2008 16:09:22 M ChrNo he teaches me how to hack stuff
07/01/2008 16:10:27 ChrNo M xD
07/01/2008 16:10:40 ChrNo M i never knew, how close you and him could get
07/01/2008 16:10:44 ChrNo M that was just so crazy
07/01/2008 16:10:45 ChrNo M and funny
07/01/2008 16:10:47 ChrNo M you were like
07/01/2008 16:10:49 ChrNo M his sempai
07/01/2008 16:10:51 ChrNo M all the time
07/01/2008 16:10:56 ChrNo M he would respect you so much
07/01/2008 16:10:59 ChrNo M he told me once
07/01/2008 16:11:04 ChrNo M that sometimes i can hurt you
07/01/2008 16:11:08 ChrNo M but you would tell
07/01/2008 16:11:11 ChrNo M because you are too nice
07/01/2008 16:11:16 ChrNo M and hide your feelings
07/01/2008 16:11:34 ChrNo M wouldn't
07/01/2008 16:11:36 M ChrNo that's how sagguitarians are
07/01/2008 16:11:40 M ChrNo like captain :P
07/01/2008 16:11:41 ChrNo M XD
07/01/2008 16:15:18 M ChrNo what? :P
07/01/2008 16:16:35 ChrNo M mmmm
07/01/2008 16:17:22 ChrNo M i knew wheni read your fic, that you were smart, then when i talk to you, it proved it, now you said you could see that happen, really wow, i respect you a lot :)
07/01/2008 16:18:41 M ChrNo :yosh:
07/01/2008 16:18:41 M ChrNo lol
07/01/2008 16:20:09 ChrNo M xD
07/01/2008 16:20:36 M ChrNo i'm not that smart
07/01/2008 16:20:47 M ChrNo but i'm not much of a vocal person
07/01/2008 16:20:57 M ChrNo i express my feelings in writing
07/01/2008 16:21:29 M ChrNo maybe when we meet you'll see how different i am lol
07/01/2008 16:22:30 ChrNo M i'm the same :P
07/01/2008 16:24:20 M ChrNo i'm snobbish-looking
07/01/2008 16:24:20 M ChrNo lol
07/01/2008 16:24:20 M ChrNo i dunno
07/01/2008 16:24:20 M ChrNo but some girls dig that
07/01/2008 16:24:31 M ChrNo too bad they're not my type
07/01/2008 16:24:31 M ChrNo lol
07/01/2008 16:25:45 ChrNo M LOL
07/01/2008 16:25:46 ChrNo M xD
07/01/2008 16:25:46 ChrNo M XD
07/01/2008 16:25:47 ChrNo M XD
07/01/2008 16:25:48 ChrNo M XD
07/01/2008 16:25:48 ChrNo M Xd
07/01/2008 16:25:49 ChrNo M lol
07/01/2008 16:25:51 ChrNo M rofl
07/01/2008 16:25:57 ChrNo M i like it :P
07/01/2008 16:25:59 ChrNo M but
07/01/2008 16:26:02 ChrNo M mmm
07/01/2008 16:26:04 ChrNo M more like
07/01/2008 16:26:15 ChrNo M the toonicelookdespressed time
07/01/2008 16:26:16 ChrNo M XD
07/01/2008 16:26:18 ChrNo M like matth :P
07/01/2008 16:26:21 ChrNo M hu hu hu hu
07/01/2008 16:26:38 M ChrNo :P
07/01/2008 16:26:58 M ChrNo still talking to brian?
07/01/2008 16:27:06 ChrNo M yeah
07/01/2008 16:27:08 ChrNo M is that bad ?
07/01/2008 16:27:23 M ChrNo of course not
07/01/2008 16:28:09 ChrNo M i see
07/01/2008 16:28:34 M ChrNo why would you think it's bad?
07/01/2008 16:28:48 ChrNo M i don't know, you wouldn't ask if it was good ?
07/01/2008 16:29:14 M ChrNo nah
07/01/2008 16:29:44 M ChrNo i thought you were ignoring him or sth
07/01/2008 16:29:44 M ChrNo :P
07/01/2008 16:30:24 ChrNo M i was hiding untill you tell him remember >_>
07/01/2008 16:31:09 M ChrNo he's still taking to you then?
07/01/2008 16:31:13 ChrNo M yes
07/01/2008 16:31:18 ChrNo M both f them
07/01/2008 16:31:20 ChrNo M matht and brian
07/01/2008 16:31:26 ChrNo M never stopped email me
07/01/2008 16:31:27 ChrNo M for hours
07/01/2008 16:31:30 ChrNo M i told them
07/01/2008 16:31:45 ChrNo M i want to take a break about thinking cause they both making me feel really hard
07/01/2008 16:31:45 M ChrNo talking to sh1 right now too?
07/01/2008 16:31:47 ChrNo M bad *
07/01/2008 16:31:50 ChrNo M but
07/01/2008 16:31:55 ChrNo M they kept sending mails
07/01/2008 16:32:00 ChrNo M yeah
07/01/2008 16:32:02 ChrNo M byt mail
07/01/2008 16:32:03 ChrNo M and
07/01/2008 16:32:09 ChrNo M to change air
07/01/2008 16:32:16 ChrNo M i made your post
07/01/2008 16:32:21 ChrNo M i told you in the post
07/01/2008 16:32:24 ChrNo M you made my day
07/01/2008 16:32:26 ChrNo M because
07/01/2008 16:32:27 ChrNo M yout fic
07/01/2008 16:32:32 ChrNo M really made me feel better
07/01/2008 16:32:36 ChrNo M so
07/01/2008 16:32:39 ChrNo M i wanted to come
07/01/2008 16:32:42 ChrNo M and tell you
07/01/2008 16:32:44 ChrNo M i posted
07/01/2008 16:32:48 ChrNo M bloking brian
07/01/2008 16:32:53 ChrNo M but you told him T_T
07/01/2008 16:33:08 M ChrNo sorry T_T
07/01/2008 16:33:09 M ChrNo i thought ou were offline
07/01/2008 16:33:19 M ChrNo that's why he was looking for you
07/01/2008 16:34:03 ChrNo M yeah i told you they kep emailing, and i didn't reply
07/01/2008 16:37:11 ChrNo M my last line was
07/01/2008 16:37:16 ChrNo M that's why he was looking for you ChrNo dit (16:34) : yeah i told you they kep emailing, and i didn't reply *
07/01/2008 16:37:21 ChrNo M did you say something after ?
07/01/2008 16:38:21 M ChrNo nope
07/01/2008 16:38:40 ChrNo M ok
07/01/2008 16:39:00 M ChrNo you're hiding?
07/01/2008 16:39:01 ChrNo M hu hu hu
07/01/2008 16:39:05 ChrNo M hiding ?
07/01/2008 16:39:20 M ChrNo invisible?
07/01/2008 16:39:36 ChrNo M don't you see i'm online ? lol
07/01/2008 16:39:51 M ChrNo maybe hiding from brian
07/01/2008 16:39:52 M ChrNo lol
07/01/2008 16:40:12 M ChrNo btw
07/01/2008 16:40:22 M ChrNo he said that you talked about me
07/01/2008 16:40:31 ChrNo M i told you i was but you told himim online XD
07/01/2008 16:40:35 ChrNo M so he started to talk to me XD
07/01/2008 16:40:41 M ChrNo i told him not to believe you if you told him i was a perv
07/01/2008 16:40:45 ChrNo M xD
07/01/2008 16:40:47 M ChrNo (:8)
07/01/2008 16:40:54 ChrNo M i told him you are funny
07/01/2008 16:41:29 M ChrNo ok
07/01/2008 16:41:30 M ChrNo lol
07/01/2008 16:41:40 ChrNo M haha
07/01/2008 16:41:46 ChrNo M at first
07/01/2008 16:42:00 ChrNo M he thought that you were just a perv, i told him, a perv but a nice one and funnny one :P
07/01/2008 16:42:04 ChrNo M at first
07/01/2008 16:42:10 ChrNo M he didn't like you, untill i say i do
07/01/2008 16:42:16 ChrNo M like to talk to you
07/01/2008 16:42:42 ChrNo M he also
07/01/2008 16:42:45 ChrNo M didn't like tama
07/01/2008 16:42:46 ChrNo M and
07/01/2008 16:42:49 ChrNo M wondered
07/01/2008 16:42:53 ChrNo M why i liked her so much
07/01/2008 16:42:54 ChrNo M and
07/01/2008 16:42:56 ChrNo M he didn't
07/01/2008 16:43:05 ChrNo M understand why she didn't like him too
07/01/2008 16:43:07 ChrNo M but i told him
07/01/2008 16:43:10 ChrNo M she was nice
07/01/2008 16:43:11 ChrNo M and all
07/01/2008 16:43:15 ChrNo M but he couldn't believe it
07/01/2008 16:43:17 ChrNo M untill
07/01/2008 16:43:19 ChrNo M today xD
07/01/2008 16:43:44 M ChrNo hehe
07/01/2008 16:44:45 M ChrNo at least he's free from hiding his feelings
07/01/2008 16:45:15 M ChrNo it's up to him if he can get over it though
07/01/2008 16:45:26 M ChrNo but he seems like a nice guy
07/01/2008 16:47:31 ChrNo M he is, otherwise i wouldn't talk to him lol
07/01/2008 16:48:21 M ChrNo hehe
07/01/2008 16:49:05 M ChrNo it was sh1 who told you to cool off for a while?
07/01/2008 16:49:05 M ChrNo or you told him that?
07/01/2008 16:49:24 ChrNo M it was his idea
07/01/2008 16:49:29 ChrNo M actually
07/01/2008 16:49:40 ChrNo M i only understand it today
07/01/2008 16:49:42 ChrNo M why
07/01/2008 16:49:45 ChrNo M he sent me back hom
07/01/2008 16:49:49 ChrNo M saying it's a break
07/01/2008 16:49:51 ChrNo M because
07/01/2008 16:50:01 ChrNo M he can't tell me his feeling when he looks at me
07/01/2008 16:50:01 M ChrNo he told you after brian confessed?
07/01/2008 16:50:16 ChrNo M he can't say things such as
07/01/2008 16:50:20 ChrNo M "you hurt me you know"
07/01/2008 16:50:22 ChrNo M because
07/01/2008 16:50:33 ChrNo M that would break my heart and i would start crying
07/01/2008 16:50:38 ChrNo M and when he sees me cry
07/01/2008 16:50:44 ChrNo M he would just think of confort me
07/01/2008 16:50:48 ChrNo M and not talking
07/01/2008 16:50:54 ChrNo M so we just lose ourself
07/01/2008 16:50:59 ChrNo M and not solving problms
07/01/2008 16:51:12 ChrNo M so
07/01/2008 16:51:17 ChrNo M he snet me back home
07/01/2008 16:51:24 ChrNo M so we can say hurting, painful things
07/01/2008 16:51:28 ChrNo M and try
07/01/2008 16:51:31 ChrNo M to solve the problm
07/01/2008 16:51:41 ChrNo M no one knew
07/01/2008 16:51:45 ChrNo M that during that time
07/01/2008 16:51:45 M ChrNo i see
07/01/2008 16:51:49 ChrNo M brian would confess
07/01/2008 16:51:56 ChrNo M not even him
07/01/2008 16:52:00 ChrNo M brian said
07/01/2008 16:52:13 ChrNo M "my feeling for you was just so obvious , but you don't see things"
07/01/2008 16:52:44 M ChrNo so the cool off happened after he confessed?
07/01/2008 16:53:28 ChrNo M matth said "i don't even blame him, you don't chose who you fall for, but youshould have put walls, cause the line friendship and love is so thin"
07/01/2008 16:53:51 ChrNo M ok let me do the chrnoic
07/01/2008 16:53:57 M ChrNo he's right
07/01/2008 16:54:03 ChrNo M thurday
07/01/2008 16:54:07 ChrNo M matth said
07/01/2008 16:54:17 ChrNo M we should take a break
07/01/2008 16:54:27 ChrNo M because i can't stop talking to brian
07/01/2008 16:54:32 ChrNo M and i don't care about matth enough
07/01/2008 16:54:45 ChrNo M i told him
07/01/2008 16:54:53 ChrNo M i only love matth
07/01/2008 16:54:56 ChrNo M but
07/01/2008 16:55:00 ChrNo M something was wrong there
07/01/2008 16:55:02 ChrNo M i didn't know what
07/01/2008 16:55:09 ChrNo M i wrote a long mail
07/01/2008 16:55:12 ChrNo M about everything
07/01/2008 16:55:18 ChrNo M we argue about
07/01/2008 16:55:25 ChrNo M i sent that to brian
07/01/2008 16:55:32 ChrNo M matth had keylog
07/01/2008 16:55:37 ChrNo M so he saw what i sent
07/01/2008 16:55:42 ChrNo M friday
07/01/2008 16:55:46 ChrNo M coming back
07/01/2008 16:55:49 ChrNo M from work
07/01/2008 16:55:50 ChrNo M saying
07/01/2008 16:55:54 ChrNo M ok it's him or me chose
07/01/2008 16:56:01 ChrNo M i don't understand
07/01/2008 16:56:08 ChrNo M you fall for him !!!
07/01/2008 16:56:10 ChrNo M i didnt !
07/01/2008 16:56:12 ChrNo M you did
07/01/2008 16:56:18 ChrNo M we need a break to think about it
07/01/2008 16:56:28 ChrNo M so i went back to home saturday
07/01/2008 16:56:32 ChrNo M there
07/01/2008 16:56:49 ChrNo M i toldhim i only love him; but he doesn't want to hear
07/01/2008 16:56:56 ChrNo M sunday mmorning
07/01/2008 16:57:00 ChrNo M brian confessed
07/01/2008 16:57:03 ChrNo M to me
07/01/2008 16:57:11 ChrNo M matth sent me a mail
07/01/2008 16:57:16 ChrNo M asking how i am
07/01/2008 16:57:28 ChrNo M if i stopped talking to brian or not
07/01/2008 16:57:33 ChrNo M i sent him my log
07/01/2008 16:57:37 ChrNo M so
07/01/2008 16:57:43 ChrNo M matth said
07/01/2008 16:57:49 ChrNo M he feels sorry for him
07/01/2008 16:57:54 ChrNo M and all...
07/01/2008 16:58:29 M ChrNo damn
07/01/2008 16:58:49 M ChrNo i think it would have been good
07/01/2008 16:59:03 ChrNo M what ?
07/01/2008 16:59:08 M ChrNo if you introduced brian to sh1 like what you did for me
07/01/2008 16:59:18 M ChrNo so that they'll get to know each other
07/01/2008 16:59:24 M ChrNo they could have been could friends
07/01/2008 16:59:34 ChrNo M sh1 hated him before i even start lol
07/01/2008 16:59:34 M ChrNo i don;t understand why though
07/01/2008 16:59:45 M ChrNo you couldn't see that brian had feelings for you
07/01/2008 16:59:48 ChrNo M because he likes miya too, and sent me miya photobool
07/01/2008 16:59:50 ChrNo M book*
07/01/2008 17:00:05 ChrNo M i don't see things i m just too naive they said XD
07/01/2008 17:00:05 M ChrNo i knew that was the breaking point
07/01/2008 17:00:20 M ChrNo i think sh1 wanted to give you that pb
07/01/2008 17:00:20 M ChrNo but you told him no
07/01/2008 17:00:30 M ChrNo then you get a pb from someone else
07/01/2008 17:00:41 M ChrNo that was the spark
07/01/2008 17:00:51 M ChrNo when i saw your post about the pb
07/01/2008 17:00:51 M ChrNo i though ;
07/01/2008 17:01:02 M ChrNo uh oh
07/01/2008 17:01:49 ChrNo M wow
07/01/2008 17:02:04 ChrNo M from that point you already know that today would happen...
07/01/2008 17:02:11 ChrNo M you are smarted than me..
07/01/2008 17:02:27 M ChrNo yeah
07/01/2008 17:02:37 M ChrNo and you kept mentioning brian most of the time so
07/01/2008 17:02:37 M ChrNo yeah
07/01/2008 17:02:37 M ChrNo lol
07/01/2008 17:02:51 ChrNo M well i did tell you snoopy story :P
07/01/2008 17:03:16 M ChrNo there's more? :P
07/01/2008 17:03:16 M ChrNo j/k XD
07/01/2008 17:03:28 ChrNo M well the almsot rape part XD
07/01/2008 17:03:36 ChrNo M but matth told me
07/01/2008 17:03:59 ChrNo M "you are disgusting when you tell that to words, how can you do that, this is only between you and me"
07/01/2008 17:04:12 M ChrNo lol
07/01/2008 17:04:13 M ChrNo ok
07/01/2008 17:04:15 ChrNo M so i had to stop
07/01/2008 17:04:31 M ChrNo confidential stuff are confidential
07/01/2008 17:05:22 ChrNo M hehehehe
07/01/2008 17:07:08 ChrNo M brb
07/01/2008 17:07:10 ChrNo M getting foood
07/01/2008 17:07:57 M ChrNo sure
07/01/2008 17:20:04 ChrNo M psst
07/01/2008 17:20:40 M ChrNo back?
07/01/2008 17:20:40 M ChrNo with banana
07/01/2008 17:20:44 ChrNo M yeah XD
07/01/2008 17:20:48 ChrNo M and chocolate :P
07/01/2008 17:20:51 ChrNo M btw
07/01/2008 17:21:02 ChrNo M since when you have brian msn ? you never mentioned it before
07/01/2008 17:21:27 M ChrNo uhh
07/01/2008 17:21:38 M ChrNo just now?
07/01/2008 17:21:42 ChrNo M what ? XD
07/01/2008 17:22:17 M ChrNo why?
07/01/2008 17:22:51 ChrNo M wondering
07/01/2008 17:23:02 ChrNo M how could he tell you that
07/01/2008 17:23:28 M ChrNo well
07/01/2008 17:23:28 M ChrNo he needs someone to talk to
07/01/2008 17:24:12 ChrNo M but you never talked to him before XD
07/01/2008 17:24:27 M ChrNo yeah
07/01/2008 17:24:37 M ChrNo he's nice
07/01/2008 17:25:10 ChrNo M i don't get how come he would talk to you lol
07/01/2008 17:25:15 ChrNo M and say
07/01/2008 17:25:21 ChrNo M "i like her" or something
07/01/2008 17:25:22 ChrNo M O.O
07/01/2008 17:25:48 M ChrNo he wanted to know if you removed him from your msn
07/01/2008 17:26:08 ChrNo M i didn't...
07/01/2008 17:26:21 M ChrNo he was worried about tha
07/01/2008 17:26:26 M ChrNo t
07/01/2008 17:26:31 ChrNo M jeez i was just taking a little fresh air, and both of them kept sending me mails XD
07/01/2008 17:26:42 M ChrNo then i asked him if there was a problem
07/01/2008 17:26:42 M ChrNo then he told me
07/01/2008 17:27:32 M ChrNo about it
07/01/2008 17:28:04 ChrNo M are you still talking to him right now ?
07/01/2008 17:28:19 M ChrNo yeah
07/01/2008 17:28:30 M ChrNo asking him how he's doing
07/01/2008 17:28:31 ChrNo M AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa
07/01/2008 17:28:35 ChrNo M GOMEN
07/01/2008 17:28:38 ChrNo M you are like
07/01/2008 17:28:44 ChrNo M nothing to do with that
07/01/2008 17:28:44 ChrNo M and
07/01/2008 17:28:51 ChrNo M we are bothering you
07/01/2008 17:28:56 ChrNo M orz...
07/01/2008 17:29:06 M ChrNo before i was only worried about you and sh1
07/01/2008 17:29:17 M ChrNo now i have him to worry about too lol
07/01/2008 17:29:17 M ChrNo i feel old
07/01/2008 17:29:27 M ChrNo but it's ok
07/01/2008 17:33:24 M ChrNo have you read the translation for the maimi-nacchi single?
07/01/2008 17:34:46 ChrNo M do you think i had time for that XD
07/01/2008 17:35:01 M ChrNo no
07/01/2008 17:35:11 M ChrNo but it's funny XD
07/01/2008 17:37:18 M ChrNo http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=13666.msg439818#msg439818
07/01/2008 17:37:18 M ChrNo read it XD
07/01/2008 17:38:51 ChrNo M alright :P
07/01/2008 17:41:56 ChrNo M diner !
07/01/2008 17:41:58 ChrNo M brb :P
07/01/2008 17:55:04 ChrNo M duh
07/01/2008 17:55:11 ChrNo M my time for the dishes xD
07/01/2008 17:55:19 ChrNo M and there are a lot -_-
07/01/2008 17:55:24 M ChrNo you washed them?
07/01/2008 17:55:28 ChrNo M after that i'll get a shwoer
07/01/2008 17:55:34 ChrNo M don't know if youll still bet tthere
07/01/2008 17:55:38 ChrNo M not yet XD
07/01/2008 17:55:38 M ChrNo yeah
07/01/2008 17:55:41 ChrNo M just finsihed eating
07/01/2008 17:55:47 M ChrNo i'm going in a few mins
07/01/2008 17:55:55 ChrNo M alright then
07/01/2008 17:56:00 ChrNo M godd night mike
07/01/2008 17:56:10 ChrNo M sorry to have bother you with my problms
07/01/2008 17:56:20 ChrNo M hope you don't worry too much
07/01/2008 17:56:23 ChrNo M :)
07/01/2008 17:56:29 ChrNo M see you tomorow
07/01/2008 17:56:31 ChrNo M and
07/01/2008 17:56:34 ChrNo M don't be late XD
07/01/2008 17:56:50 M ChrNo ok:yosh:
07/01/2008 18:08:58 M ChrNo `alright
07/01/2008 18:08:58 M ChrNo 5 hour sleep here i come
07/01/2008 18:09:09 ChrNo M i slept 3 hours
07/01/2008 18:09:10 ChrNo M lol
07/01/2008 18:09:18 ChrNo M and yesturday was 4
07/01/2008 18:09:20 ChrNo M i think
07/01/2008 18:09:29 M ChrNo byerskukuku
07/01/2008 18:09:34 ChrNo M i waited untill i collapse
07/01/2008 18:09:40 M ChrNo see you in a few hours lol
07/01/2008 18:09:43 ChrNo M yeah XD
07/01/2008 18:09:47 ChrNo M good night
07/01/2008 18:09:52 M ChrNo you too

RE : Love triangle

2008-05-14T22:51:00.000+02:00

@ChrNo : My aunt love this song ! and yes i've been into some kind of love triangle
@h2o : i'm pretty sure there are shonen or at least seinen that talk about love triangle ;)
@Julian : Jen has done a nice job
@hydroxide : oho you like numbers huh that's cool ! i've been in situation 525 : two guys love me and i have a boyfriend, the other guy hoping to get me. And this made a lot of changes in my life.

I met Little Boy in May 2007 who was a Miyabi wota, we started to chat a lot about Miya at first, he even said that we couldn't be friends if Miya wasn't here. But we started to get along pretty well so we continued our daily chat until sh15uya, my boyfriend, wanted me to stop. Instead of stopping, i hide the fact that we were keeping in touch by MSN, with an email account sh1 didn't know.

Later, around Xmas, i bought my own computer (a laptop) and i could have internet at home. There, i kept spending my time chatting with Little Boy and we became closer. He didn't mention much about himself until what we called the "confession time".

A lot of things happen between the fact that i simply talk to him and when sh15uya decided to send him and email that really didn't help those two to be friends.

As for sh1 and me, it became harder and harder to be a couple, we talked less, i spamed my other friends while i was at sh1's house, usually i would have cut the sound, and for the first time we had a fight. the argument was about our privacy and Little Boy, i reported everything i said in a email.

What i didn't know is that sh1 could check my mail. it wasn't the first time tho, something similar happend earlier but let's keep on the main problem : sh1 and i had to take a break...

Love Triangle

2008-05-14T22:41:00.000+02:00

ChrNo : Last day i was watching old videos of Berryz and i stopped on Koi no jubaku (love's spell), you guys can find the lyrics there
http://www.projecthello.com/berryz/jubaku.html

and i noticed how Risako and Miyabi look at eachother, like rival, and then i remember the lyrics was about love triangle ! have you ever been in that kind of situation ?

Victor : hehehe...i can say yes in that one i think he he he

h2o : i only read that in mangas and dramas so i don't know much, i'm not an only-shoujou reader too.

Julian : i don't know what it's like, but what do you call a love-triangle ?

Jen : Love triangle huh... well i think it depends on the situation...i love reading mangas too, so there is one i remember where one guy and one girl love another guy, i think that can be called love triangle, but the most seen is two girls aiming for one guy, or two guys aiming for one girl, and you can also have one girl that can not decide which guy she wants, also i guess you can have A B C, and so A->B, B->C, C->A.

Hydroxide : Love triangle ? hehe i would say 525, 235, 126, 679, 124, 123

When daigong is up-right...

2008-05-14T16:24:00.000+02:00

ChrNo

Re: IRC : Relive the Moment Pt.3!
« Reply #267 on: 18-04-2008, 15:46:10 »

Quote from: Britney Spears - Lucky
Early morning, she wakes up, knock knock knock on the door...

[08:24] 'shirenight' ANATAAA TO NO JIKAAAAN
[08:24] 'AsmoRevolution21' MORNING SHI!
[08:24] 'shirenight' morning!!
[08:25] 'shurastriker' hello
[08:25] 'KT_volution21' hi SHI!
[08:25] 'daigong' SUP SHI
[08:26] 'MimuyaS' hi shi
[08:26] 'Flypvolution21' hey shi~
[08:26] 'tenkei' hi shirelove!
[08:26] 'ChrNo_' SHIRENUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
[08:26] 'daigong' THRILLER MAN
[08:26] 'daigong' THRILLER!!
[08:26] 'OdangoRevolution21' THRILLER
[08:27] 'tenkei' thriller FFOOOOOOO~!!
[08:27] 'ChrNo_' why do you want to kill her Oo
[08:27] 'Flypvolution21' hahahahah thriller
[08:27] 'ChrNo_' poor shirenu
[08:27] *** DaViNCHI has quit (Ping timeout)
[08:27] 'ChrNo_' just woke up and poeple already wants to do her
[08:27] * AsmoRevolution21 moonwalks
[08:27] 'Jab|BT' hehe rina played this i think
[08:27] 'shurastriker' isn´t full moon today?
[08:28] 'shurastriker' tonight
[08:28] 'AsmoRevolution21' it is a full moon
[08:28] 'Jab|BT' SARI!
[08:28] 'MimuyaS' no my pants are just down for no reason.
[08:28] 'tenkei' i can moonwalk Shocked
[08:28] 'ChrNo_' MimuyzS so you are the leader !
[08:28] 'AsmoRevolution21' you'll have to teach me tenkei
[08:28] 'ChrNo_' you are the leader of the doing shirenu group Oo
[08:28] 'shurastriker' i did thriller in kinder
[08:28] 'MimuyaS' MimuyzS?
[08:28] 'ChrNo_' shirenu alrezady knows she is nude... poor her
[08:29] 'shurastriker' wanna be a zombie
[08:29] 'ChrNo_' i see
[08:29] 'shirenight' hi CHRNO! !
[08:29] 'ChrNo_' shirenu was suicide
[08:29] 'ChrNo_' that's why she is still shirenight ! THRILLER
[08:31] 'AsmoRevolution21' I want to learn to do this sort of voice-over too
[08:31] 'ChrNo_' i see...so i killed the chat ? i killed the cat ? i killed the kitty ? did i kill shirenu ?
[08:31] 'shirenight' I DON'T WANT YOUR CASH YO! CHANGE UR MIND!
[08:31] * daigong gives life to ChrNo's cat
[08:31] 'shirenight' dirty cash* ;_;
[08:31] 'daigong' EN VOGUE!
[08:31] 'daigong' CASH MONEY
[08:32] 'shurastriker' i want to do the evil laugh
[08:32] 'KT_volution21' the dance that jabbawockeez did to this song was awesome
[08:32] 'tenkei' werd
[08:32] 'ChrNo_' thank you en vogue sent yet but not reached yet so got nothing do it again ahem
[08:32] 'daigong' AHAHAHAHAHA

RE : Who is Chi ?

2008-05-14T16:07:00.000+02:00

daigong
Communist Master of Ass
Administrator

Re: IRC : Relive the Moment Pt.3!
« Reply #85 on: 03-09-2007, 11:11:35 »

The "outing" OF THE CENTURY!! only at JPH!P Chatroom:

'roninbuddha' CHRNO
'roninbuddha' wtf
'roninbuddha' http://i84.photobucket.com/albums/k37/ChruNo/image018.jpg
'maliciel' maybe that's his sister
'maliciel' maybe he's not even male
'maliciel' so that's him?
'maliciel' or her?
'roninbuddha' taht's him
'maliciel' he crossdresses?
'roninbuddha' i think that's french fashion
'maliciel' with the hair?
'roninbuddha' lol dunno
'maliciel' i knew the french were..weird..but..really?
'maliciel' do you have a penis, chrno?
'JaisBane' it's a trap!
'ChrNo' would you believe me if i say 'no' ?
'maliciel' er..yes
'maliciel' because apparently you look female
'maliciel' maybe you ARE female
'maliciel' and we just thought you were male
'ChrNo' in this pic
'maliciel' in fact, why -did- we think you're male
'maliciel' you dont have a penis in that pic?
'maliciel' so you normally do?
'maliciel' do you like..do seomthing like in bible black?
'maliciel' AND SUMMON A PENIS FROM HELL
'roninbuddha' stfu mal
'aedon' chrno loves tama
'aedon' he has to be FEMALE
'aedon' lololol.
'roninbuddha' well if chrno IS female
'aedon' chrno, tell us the truth ;_;
'maliciel' because obviously the point was, IT HAS PENISES FROM HELL
'roninbuddha' why does he sound liek a little boy most of the time...
'aedon' where's tama
'aedon' that would explain why chrno liked loveless too -_-
'roninbuddha' either way, i think im gay for chrno
'aedon' bwahaha
'JaisBane' chrno's french, that should explain everything
'maliciel' those fingers do look sorta masculine
'roninbuddha' im confused!
'aedon' im heawtbwoken!
* aedon runs away crying
'maliciel' either way
'maliciel' that's a nasty trick you're pulling, chrno
'maliciel' and now i sleep/
* maliciel has quit IRC (Quit: Leaving)
'Tanier' HAHAa
'nachdenki' lol
'roninbuddha' fess up chrno
'KoolKat' Aww wtf I missed it?
'JaisBane' http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=472.msg399082#msg399082
'JaisBane' I killed the chat
'KoolKat' mal's gonna have a nice dream about a shemale ChrNo tonight
'JaisBane' ronin too
'KoolKat' He's been habing taht forever now
'KoolKat' wtf
'KoolKat' having that
'daigong' did somebody say shemales?
'roninbuddha' :O
'daigong' Ah, I feel 2 lbs lighter
'KoolKat' TMI
'daigong' man, we need Baldie in here
'daigong' :(
'KoolKat' Your shemale love scared him away
'aedon' we need someone to examine chrno!
'KoolKat' Now he needs a vagina too for you to love him again
'aedon' then again, i <3 nakamura ataru ._.
'roninbuddha' ill do it :D
'KoolKat' See, ChrNo?
'KoolKat' Tols ya~
'ChrNo' xD
'aedon' TAMA KNEW ALL ALONG??
'roninbuddha' knew what?
'aedon' that chrno is shemale :|
'KoolKat' Huh?
'KoolKat' WHAT
'roninbuddha' O_O
'KoolKat' CHRNO'S A SHEMALE!?!?
'aedon' !!!1111
'KoolKat' USOTSUKEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!
'roninbuddha' Chrno is a female
'aedon' dem girls love yossi.. and tama
'KoolKat' ... :|
'KoolKat' Hey you're a girl too
'aedon' who?
'aedon' lolol
'KoolKat' YOU
'aedon' ah
'KoolKat' No?
'aedon' well, yeah
'aedon' -_-
'KoolKat' AEDON'S A SHEMALE!?!?

Not a girl...not yet a...

2008-05-14T16:03:00.000+02:00

Welcome Hydroxide and thanks for the question. You are right about the grammar, poeple seem to find it easier than French, and i think it's funnier. About the gender ? hehehe it's not me who introduce the people here, so i'm not supposed to know it... who knows if i do or not :p There is also another interest to use English, one good exemple was in the logs i post. You might find out more later ! But the main reason i wrote in English is because i love it. English is like a melody, i learnt my English thanks to Britney Spears' songs, and school of course. Talking about songs, here is a cover of One of Britney's :

I used to think
I had the answers to everythings
But now I know
It doesn't always
Come my way

Feels like it's cought in the middle
That's when i realize
I need to be patient
And to be alone of course

I'm not a boy not yet a wota
All I see is Me
Is the mirror broken ?
I'm not a boy !

I'm just a teenager who just discovered it
and now i know it means something new
Something that i could only imagine
Something my parents know before

I'm not a boy I'm just trying to find a wota in me
It should be stronger that yesturday
Seize the day and you will know the answer
wota is boy&girl

RE : Why English ?

2008-05-12T21:48:00.000+02:00

Hydroxide : Hi there, i've been reading this blog for a while now, and i'd like to ask Mii if the interest of chosing English was because of the advantage that grammar can give you, such as : not knowing the gender. i'm just asking that since i noticed Mii would comment with the name and not with She nor He

Victor : hahaha that sounds familiar

ChrNo : people thought i was a guy until i break the silence after one year on jphip !!! and only because koibito wanted me to do so, afraid of people calling him a gay XD

h2o : lol i never said i was a boy nor a girl either, and one day because some of my friends i met on jpopmusic.com wanted me to post my picture, i wanted to make something cool, so i tried a puzzle of my face and that's how they discovered i was a girl. The one who made the first puzzle was L-San, the second puzzle was ayu4eva, who is actually my boyfriend :p

Jen : Aaaah, i didn't have the choice to make people wonder if i'm a girl or a boy, my mum and dad wanted a girl hahaha but today i can play with my body and make myself androgynous !

Julian : Jen that must be awesome :o

Science

2008-05-12T18:39:00.000+02:00

If you,

Some People here,

can not see why i was doing this,

don't you think it meant : some one else doesn't get anything at all neither ?

If,

there are others like you, that doesn't get it, but

Some Others can get it , don't you think the one who is trying to make THE ONLY ON HERE that should get it,

What does it means ?

That means that ONE, never got what it was there, never got from what it was, and never got what he might not get right now, that will be got,

and then

Maybe,

the one that was tryin hard, just found someone else,

to show one, that there is never someone, that can't get what it was proved .

Now,

if you keep erasing what the one want to prove

IN ANY LANGUAGES, ANY WAY, ANY SENS, ANY JOKEs

let me put that in the last log, if you may , because, it's something serious, but i don't name it, so i don't see why i can't get to post here, since a forum is made to be posted a post. Thank You for your com-pre-ronpretion

[20:52:53] Jérémy a dit : t'est plus là ?
[22:46:25] exenwhy a dit : toujours la ?
[22:46:50] Jérémy a dit : and why can you forgive me ?
[22:47:01] Jérémy a dit : ups bug ca affiché l'ancien mess xD
[22:47:10] Jérémy a dit : oui tjrs là comme tu peut voir
[22:47:12] exenwhy a dit : because you understand when im good, you kno< hen im bad, and you will keep playing that game with me
[22:47:19] exenwhy a dit : even if you only see me once a year
[22:48:05] Jérémy a dit : ok ok
[22:48:06] Jérémy a dit : et donc
[22:48:10] exenwhy a dit : donc
[22:48:12] exenwhy a dit : hhahha
[22:48:19] Jérémy a dit : tu t'est fait ban du coup ou pas ?
[22:48:24] exenwhy a dit : bah nen :p
[22:48:30] exenwhy a dit : parce que jai changer de perso entre temps lol
[22:48:32] exenwhy a dit : donc
[22:48:34] exenwhy a dit : tu vois au debut
[22:48:35] Jérémy a dit : echec de la mission ?
[22:48:39] exenwhy a dit : jai poster un autre truc
[22:48:40] Jérémy a dit : oulà
[22:48:41] exenwhy a dit : mai ke en anglais
[22:48:43] exenwhy a dit : apres
[22:48:43] exenwhy a dit : forcement
[22:48:48] exenwhy a dit : yen a ca leur plai pas
[22:48:52] exenwhy a dit : dc bah je conntinu
[22:48:56] exenwhy a dit : et comem ta pu le voir
[22:48:58] exenwhy a dit : c encore la
[22:49:01] exenwhy a dit : et pourkoi ?
[22:49:11] Jérémy a dit : oui pourquoi ?
[22:49:19] exenwhy a dit : parce que ce cretin a qui je veu fr comprendre que si je sais ce que je veu je finirai par montre koi ?
[22:50:16] Jérémy a dit : oui ?
[22:50:23] exenwhy a dit : oui a quoi ?
[22:50:42] Jérémy a dit : ben je sais pas t'as phrase fini par un point d'interrogation j'att la suite
[22:51:00] exenwhy a dit : et bah voil tas tout compri ^^
[22:51:26] Jérémy a dit : euh... ouais enfin...ouais je sais pas xD
[22:52:02] Jérémy a dit : ca veut dire qu'on aura la réponse bientot ? que ya pas de réponse ? que je suis trop débilos pour comprendre ce que tu essaie de me dire ?
[22:52:12] exenwhy a dit : lessentiel : est dis des le debut : mais tu ne le voi pas, alors tu regarde tous les chemin proposer, tu ne voi pas: tu peu pas savoir ce que tu a vu ou pas : tu peu pas savoir quand estce quil y a une suite : et la ?
[22:53:01] Jérémy a dit : là c'est pire xD
[22:53:22] Jérémy a dit : hey je suis en professionnel pas en enseignement supérieur vas y molo j'ai un cerveau lent moi
[22:53:33] Jérémy a dit : (pas ceux que tu vois voler hein ?)
[22:53:53] exenwhy a dit : et bah voila tu me montre encore que ta tout compris ^^
[22:54:49] Jérémy a dit : et bien je sais pas que j'ai compris alors xD
[22:55:12] Jérémy a dit : ca veux dire que je suis teubé ?

Dream

2008-05-12T18:27:00.000+02:00

I had a dream about Miya !!!

actually, it started to be a dream of Buono!...
They were shooting the PV, but it's completely different from the real one.
They weren't wearing the same clothes anyway, i don't remember what momo and airi were wearing, but Miya was wearing some blue/gray/white Scottish skirt and top.

They were in some kind of subway, and i think it looked more like a sewer than train subway station...

There was Yossi and Inaba too, and some staff.
At a part, Momo was making fun of a vending machine haha but i forgot what she said...
then i took her, and put her on my shoulder and ran around like that, she was scared XD but was laughing. Yossi was having fun and said "even on your shoulder she doesn't reach the top of the ceiling" XD
mmmm ...i think she was wearing the same skirt as the real one...

I spent the most of the time playing with momo at first...

After that i don't really remember what happened, and i stayed with Yossi and Inaba, oh, there was the one from melon who has glasses too, what's her name again...megumi ?..all of them were making fun and joking around...
I was waiting for Miya, when they finished shooting, we left together...

the image after was in some kind of car from the future, we were sitting on the front, big windscreen, no driver, the car was driving by itself, seems like it, and we started talking...

She was talking japanese and i had absolutly no idea of what she was blablabling about XD. She had to explain me what she was saying, i think i remember a part where i asked "haji..like hajime ?" XD then she showed me what she was talking about, "un saule pleureur" and she had that beautiful smile on her face it made me melt...and...

looks like....

i confessed to her ?

i was shy and i looked at her, she was playing with something, probably her phone, and then i said...

"anata ga suki"

she didn't looked at me but was still smiling...

"anata wa ?" i asked...

THEN I WOKE UP AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

why ??? because someone called !!!!! what a timing to call seriously...it was like...Sunday at 8:34am to be precise...

i'm not angry...cause i really enjoyed that dream...it's been a while i haven't dreamt about her. so i'm happy to see her beautiful smile again.

ChrNo

RE : Philosophie

2008-05-12T18:23:00.001+02:00

Philosophie

2008-05-12T18:18:00.000+02:00

Donc, c'est ça que tu veux.

Je sais que c'est Ca que tu veux.
Je sais que c'est ca que tu veux parce que je le sais.
Je le sais que je peux te dire que je le sais puisque je sais ce que je sais.
Je sais que je sais que tu peux peut-etre pas savoir ce que je sais que tu sais.
Je sais ca parce que je ne sais pas ce que je ne sais pas
Je ne sais pas que je ne sais pas car je ne peux pas savoir ce que je ne sais pas.
Je sais que je sais que je sais tout ce que je sais
Je sais tout parce que je ne sais pas ce que je ne sais pas.
Je ne sais pas que je ne sais pas.
Je sais que je sais ce que je sais et ce que je ne sais pas.

Donc je sais que je sais que je sais que je sais ce que toi tu veux, puisque je le sais.

Mtn, la personne qui se sens concernée par ce que je viens de lui dire, me dit que je ne fait pas avancer les choses, et que je ne meme a rien, et bien c'est bien parce que je sais que la personne conrcernée ne sait pas encore ce qui peut ce passer entre le fait que je dise que je la fait pas avancer et le fait que je lui menerai a rien au moment precis ou j'ecrirai que je viens de la faire avancer et je viens de lui mener a rien.

Mtn, si on ne comprend toujours pas ce que je viens de dire, et qu'on ne peux pas savoir si je vais encore je leur dire, et bien qu'on aie car aller voir le BestOf de Britney Spears, et si apres avoir fait ca, on sait toujours pas ce que j'ai dit, et bien on peut toujours me redemander en me le disant, par n'importequel moyen possible, juste histoire que je sache qu'on a compris au moins une des choses que j'ai dites avant que je vous le dite puisque c'est tellement evident pout moi de le savoir, que ca veut pas pour autant dire que ca n'a completement aucun sens pour certain. Car je sais, que je ne suis pas partout, donc je ne suis pas seul,

Donc je sais ce que tu veux.

Sur ce, je laisse ce qui veulent decouvrir par eux meme la raison de mon poste aujourd'hui.

h2o

RE : Religion ?

2008-05-12T18:11:00.000+02:00

15/01/2008	08:54:19	Brian	ChrNo	god why rnt u coming to church the service is prepared
15/01/2008	08:54:23	Brian	ChrNo	[bow
15/01/2008	08:54:51	ChrNo	Brian	Hello Little Boy, may you stand up
15/01/2008	08:55:18	Brian	ChrNo	yes
15/01/2008	08:55:23	ChrNo	Brian	Good Boy
15/01/2008	08:55:46	ChrNo	Brian	Bad Boy
15/01/2008	08:55:56	Brian	ChrNo	what did i do ?
15/01/2008	08:56:11	ChrNo	Brian	You Are Little Boy, so i forgive you
15/01/2008	08:56:16	Brian	ChrNo	right.
15/01/2008	08:57:07	Brian	ChrNo	where do you think this all leads?
15/01/2008	08:57:17	Brian	ChrNo	in the end
15/01/2008	08:57:37	ChrNo	Brian	Who knows ?
15/01/2008	08:57:52	Brian	ChrNo	wouldnt god know?
15/01/2008	08:58:13	Brian	ChrNo	god knows everything after all...
15/01/2008	09:00:17	ChrNo	Brian	Iknow, you asked
15/01/2008	09:00:43	Brian	ChrNo	tell us what is on your mind
15/01/2008	09:00:58	ChrNo	Brian	Tell me what you think it IS In Miya Mind
15/01/2008	09:01:33	Brian	ChrNo	What I think is in miya's mind?
15/01/2008	09:01:40	ChrNo	Brian	Yes
15/01/2008	09:01:51	ChrNo	Brian	Do you really read me ? Oo
15/01/2008	09:02:06	Brian	ChrNo	I hear you
15/01/2008	09:02:23	ChrNo	Brian	Good
15/01/2008	09:02:38	Brian	ChrNo	I don't care so much what is in her mind you know
15/01/2008	09:02:38	Brian	ChrNo	I only care what is in her heart
15/01/2008	09:03:12	ChrNo	Brian	This means, you are Nice yourself Little Boy
15/01/2008	09:03:57	Brian	ChrNo	I don't think that is what it means.
15/01/2008	09:04:43	ChrNo	Brian	Then Tell Me what it means, Litle Boy, You don'tTrust Your Bog ?
15/01/2008	09:05:59	Brian	ChrNo	I don't think this is about me
15/01/2008	09:06:09	Brian	ChrNo	I think it's about her
15/01/2008	09:06:26	ChrNo	Brian	About Miya ?
15/01/2008	09:06:42	Brian	ChrNo	About her heart
15/01/2008	09:06:53	ChrNo	Brian	It's Always Abour Heart
15/01/2008	09:07:38	Brian	ChrNo	I want to fill it with love
15/01/2008	09:08:27	ChrNo	Brian	You Already Feel Love
15/01/2008	09:09:13	Brian	ChrNo	I don't need to feel love I only want to fill it
15/01/2008	09:09:36	ChrNo	Brian	If Your Trust Miya
15/01/2008	09:09:43	ChrNo	Brian	It Will Be Filled
15/01/2008	09:10:38	Brian	ChrNo	I trust her but does she trust herself
15/01/2008	09:10:55	ChrNo	Brian	What Tells You, She Doesn't ?
15/01/2008	09:12:11	Brian	ChrNo	I can feel her tremble
15/01/2008	09:12:41	ChrNo	Brian	When
15/01/2008	09:13:28	Brian	ChrNo	Since January 9th
15/01/2008	09:14:08	ChrNo	Brian	What Happened ?
15/01/2008	09:15:11	Brian	ChrNo	She started down a road I fear there is no return from.
15/01/2008	09:16:51	Brian	ChrNo	A lonely road that leads nowhere but to desolation.
15/01/2008	09:16:58	ChrNo	Brian	What Makes You Think There Is No Return
15/01/2008	09:17:43	ChrNo	Brian	DeFine NoWhere
15/01/2008	09:17:43	Brian	ChrNo	When someone starts down the dark path it is easy to lose one's way.
15/01/2008	09:18:05	ChrNo	Brian	Don'tYou Think I know All That ?
15/01/2008	09:18:10	Brian	ChrNo	A place where there is no one and nothing
15/01/2008	09:18:39	ChrNo	Brian	How Do You Know There Is NoThing
15/01/2008	09:18:40	Brian	ChrNo	Even if you did it may not be enough to stop it.
15/01/2008	09:19:11	Brian	ChrNo	I can see down the road and all I see is darkness.
15/01/2008	09:19:31	Brian	ChrNo	I don't see any light at the end.
15/01/2008	09:19:43	ChrNo	Brian	What ?
15/01/2008	09:20:19	Brian	ChrNo	Because there is no light there can be nothing there.
15/01/2008	09:20:54	ChrNo	Brian	Did You Go There
15/01/2008	09:21:39	Brian	ChrNo	I went there once yes
15/01/2008	09:22:29	ChrNo	Brian	So You Learn From ?
15/01/2008	09:23:05	Brian	ChrNo	I learned that is no place anyone would want to ever go
15/01/2008	09:24:36	ChrNo	ブライアン	Good Boy
15/01/2008	09:24:46	ChrNo	ブライアン	Bad Boy
15/01/2008	09:24:54	ChrNo	ブライアン	But I Forgive You
15/01/2008	09:25:03	ChrNo	ブライアン	You Have Proved Me Again
15/01/2008	09:25:15	ChrNo	ブライアン	You Trust In What Miya Heart Tells You
15/01/2008	09:25:26	ChrNo	ブライアン	I'm Proud Of you Little Boy
15/01/2008	09:25:58	ChrNo	ブライアン	And It Make Me Want To Make Your Wish Come True
15/01/2008	09:26:00	ChrNo	ブライアン	Ask
15/01/2008	09:27:30	ブライアン	ChrNo	I can only tell that to God.
15/01/2008	09:28:04	ChrNo	ブライアン	well tell Your God lol
15/01/2008	09:28:30	ブライアン	ChrNo	I already did.
15/01/2008	09:29:01	ブライアン	ChrNo	Perhaps he missed it.
15/01/2008	09:29:21	ブライアン	ChrNo	Because it didn't come true.
15/01/2008	09:30:03	ChrNo	ブライアン	YOU LOST FAITH IN YOUR GOD ?????
15/01/2008	09:30:38	ブライアン	ChrNo	No my God doesn't ask for faith.
15/01/2008	09:30:58	ブライアン	ChrNo	He would never question it.
15/01/2008	09:31:09	ブライアン	ChrNo	He would know what is in my heart.
15/01/2008	09:35:27	ブライアン	ChrNo	That it is something beyond words.
15/01/2008	09:35:54	ChrNo	ブライアン	Good Boy
15/01/2008	09:36:04	ChrNo	ブライアン	I'm Proud Of You
15/01/2008	09:36:15	ChrNo	ブライアン	What Did You Learn ?
15/01/2008	09:37:51	ブライアン	ChrNo	That that which goes unspoken is infintely more powerful than that which has been spoken.
15/01/2008	09:40:24	ChrNo	ブライアン	Good Boy
15/01/2008	09:40:33	ChrNo	ブライアン	Now, What doYou Feel ?
15/01/2008	09:42:49	ブライアン	ChrNo	Do you really want to know what I feel?
15/01/2008	09:49:13	ブライアン	ChrNo	http://www.jpopmusic.com/forums/viewtopic.php?t=44812&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=705 This will not break me.
15/01/2008	09:49:42	ChrNo	ブライアン	what ?
15/01/2008	09:50:10	ブライアン	ChrNo	Are you ready to talk?
15/01/2008	09:50:22	ChrNo	ブライアン	im talking already Oo
15/01/2008	09:50:58	ブライアン	ChrNo	You are talking but are you really there
15/01/2008	09:51:08	ブライアン	ChrNo	are you really listening
15/01/2008	09:51:18	ブライアン	ChrNo	are you really speaking your heart
15/01/2008	09:51:36	ChrNo	ブライアン	well as you always said im so open, that everyone can read lol
15/01/2008	09:52:11	ブライアン	ChrNo	not anymore
15/01/2008	09:52:22	ChrNo	ブライアン	humm~~~é ?
15/01/2008	09:52:33	ブライアン	ChrNo	not since january 9th
15/01/2008	09:52:49	ChrNo	ブライアン	what ?XD
15/01/2008	09:53:05	ブライアン	ChrNo	why aren't you writing in caps now
15/01/2008	09:53:20	ChrNo	ブライアン	i did ???
15/01/2008	09:53:23	ChrNo	ブライアン	when Oo
15/01/2008	09:53:31	ChrNo	ブライアン	you know how my memory is lol
15/01/2008	09:54:16	ブライアン	ChrNo	i thought it was my memory
15/01/2008	09:54:16	ブライアン	ChrNo	that was bad
15/01/2008	09:54:16	ブライアン	ChrNo	remember
15/01/2008	09:54:52	ChrNo	ブライアン	you said you do'nt need memory to be smart lol
15/01/2008	09:54:58	ChrNo	ブライアン	you you are saying i'm dumb T________T
15/01/2008	09:55:13	ブライアン	ChrNo	you need memory to be smart
15/01/2008	09:55:13	ブライアン	ChrNo	you need dumb to be wise
15/01/2008	09:55:24	ブライアン	ChrNo	there is a difference
15/01/2008	09:56:09	ChrNo	ブライアン	i know
15/01/2008	09:56:12	ChrNo	ブライアン	lol
15/01/2008	09:56:37	ブライアン	ChrNo	so which would you rather be
15/01/2008	09:56:55	ChrNo	ブライアン	be ?
15/01/2008	09:56:59	ChrNo	ブライアン	Miyabi :P
15/01/2008	09:57:06	ChrNo	ブライアン	look at my avatar
15/01/2008	09:57:16	ブライアン	ChrNo	mmmm
15/01/2008	09:57:26	ブライアン	ChrNo	you'd rather all those wota drool over you?
15/01/2008	09:57:37	ChrNo	ブライアン	i do'nt care i can't stop them lol
15/01/2008	09:58:03	ブライアン	ChrNo	she is so beautiful
15/01/2008	09:58:23	ブライアン	ChrNo	those eyes
15/01/2008	09:58:44	ブライアン	ChrNo	burn straight thru me
15/01/2008	10:00:16	ブライアン	ChrNo	what do you feel when you look at it?
15/01/2008	10:00:21	ブライアン	ChrNo	right now
15/01/2008	10:01:21	ChrNo	ブライアン	i feel great
15/01/2008	10:01:37	ブライアン	ChrNo	noo
15/01/2008	10:01:47	ブライアン	ChrNo	what do you feel when you look at miya
15/01/2008	10:01:57	ブライアン	ChrNo	tell me what you really feel
15/01/2008	10:02:39	ChrNo	ブライアン	i just did lol
15/01/2008	10:02:42	ChrNo	ブライアン	i feel great XD
15/01/2008	10:02:58	ブライアン	ChrNo	tell me more than that
15/01/2008	10:03:08	ブライアン	ChrNo	think about it
15/01/2008	10:03:08	ブライアン	ChrNo	REALLY THINK ABOUT IT
15/01/2008	10:04:00	ChrNo	ブライアン	i can't think about it right now a lot of people want me to talk to them
15/01/2008	10:04:26	ブライアン	ChrNo	are they more important than miya?
15/01/2008	10:04:57	ChrNo	ブライアン	no ? Oo
15/01/2008	10:05:33	ブライアン	ChrNo	You know
15/01/2008	10:05:33	ブライアン	ChrNo	you just broke something
15/01/2008	10:05:43	ブライアン	ChrNo	between the three of us
15/01/2008	10:06:14	ChrNo	ブライアン	the trhee Oo
15/01/2008	10:06:18	ChrNo	ブライアン	what tree ?
15/01/2008	10:06:23	ChrNo	ブライアン	tree fall itself lol
15/01/2008	10:06:28	ChrNo	ブライアン	if there is a storm
15/01/2008	10:06:28	ブライアン	ChrNo	three
15/01/2008	10:06:31	ChrNo	ブライアン	T____________t
15/01/2008	10:06:38	ChrNo	ブライアン	or a
15/01/2008	10:06:38	ブライアン	ChrNo	i didnt say tree
15/01/2008	10:06:41	ChrNo	ブライアン	coucheron ?
15/01/2008	10:06:43	ChrNo	ブライアン	boucheron ?
15/01/2008	10:06:46	ChrNo	ブライアン	errr
15/01/2008	10:06:50	ChrNo	ブライアン	timberland guy XD
15/01/2008	10:08:00	ブライアン	ChrNo	I didn't say tree.
15/01/2008	10:08:05	ブライアン	ChrNo	I said 3
15/01/2008	10:08:12	ChrNo	ブライアン	you just did Oo
15/01/2008	10:08:17	ChrNo	ブライアン	<3
15/01/2008	10:08:40	ChrNo	ブライアン	you are saying i don't have memory so you think i'm dumb again T____________________T
15/01/2008	10:09:37	.	ChrNo	What did I tell you about being dumb?
15/01/2008	10:09:49	.	ChrNo	What did you teach me about it?
15/01/2008	10:13:33	ChrNo	.	that it's not because i don't have memory that i'm bum but you treat me like i don't know anything so you treat me like a jibum HONTO jibum T_T
15/01/2008	10:13:36	.	ChrNo	I'm waiting for u u know
15/01/2008	10:13:54	ChrNo	.	waiting for what?
15/01/2008	10:14:10			. a envoyé ChrNo_2007_12_18@15_17_06.wav
15/01/2008	10:18:57			Vous avez bien reçu le fichier C:\Users\Exenwhy\Documents\Mes fichiers reçus\ChrNo_2007_12_18@15_17_06.wav envoyé par ..
15/01/2008	10:24:49	.	ChrNo	How long will you make me wait for it?
15/01/2008	10:25:22	ChrNo	.	wait for waht Oo
15/01/2008	10:25:58	.	ChrNo	Did you listen to it?
15/01/2008	10:26:38	ChrNo	.	nop
15/01/2008	10:27:03	.	ChrNo	why not
15/01/2008	10:28:04	.	ChrNo	are you afraid
15/01/2008	10:28:06	.	ChrNo	?
15/01/2008	10:28:06	.	ChrNo	?
15/01/2008	10:28:48	ChrNo	.	afraid ?
15/01/2008	10:28:56	ChrNo	.	what are you talking about today xD
15/01/2008	10:29:21	.	ChrNo	you tell me chrno
15/01/2008	10:29:37	ChrNo	.	i tell you i don't know and you tell me to tell you lol
15/01/2008	10:30:03	.	ChrNo	i asked you why not
15/01/2008	10:30:03	.	ChrNo	you make me guess since you wont tell me
15/01/2008	10:30:27	ChrNo	.	i do'nt even know what you want me to tell you XD
15/01/2008	10:30:43	.	ChrNo	i wonder will you break something else soon
15/01/2008	10:30:53	.	ChrNo	and we can see how far it goes
15/01/2008	10:31:24	.	ChrNo	the truth of course
15/01/2008	10:31:54	.	ChrNo	i'm not here to put words in your mouth
15/01/2008	10:33:04	.	ChrNo	are you ready now?
15/01/2008	10:33:41	ChrNo	.	ready for what lol
15/01/2008	10:33:59	.	ChrNo	to come to church
15/01/2008	10:34:11	ChrNo	.	i don't go to church lol
15/01/2008	10:34:37	.	ChrNo	would you do it once for me?
15/01/2008	10:34:53	ChrNo	.	well i already been there lol
15/01/2008	10:35:15	.	ChrNo	i'm asking something from you
15/01/2008	10:35:46	.	ChrNo	do you care about me?
15/01/2008	10:35:58	ChrNo	.	i do lol otherwise i won't be there talkig to you XD
15/01/2008	10:35:59	ChrNo	.	duh XD
15/01/2008	10:36:07	ChrNo	.	look at my avatar
15/01/2008	10:36:07	.	ChrNo	then come talk to us
15/01/2008	10:36:17	.	ChrNo	you wont tell me what it makes you feel
15/01/2008	10:36:29	ChrNo	.	i did lol but you don't blieave it T_T
15/01/2008	10:36:45	.	ChrNo	'great' isnt an answer
15/01/2008	10:36:56	ChrNo	.	what is an answer then lol
15/01/2008	10:36:56	.	ChrNo	i want something more
15/01/2008	10:37:01	ChrNo	.	more ?
15/01/2008	10:37:03	ChrNo	.	gimmem ore !
15/01/2008	10:37:04	ChrNo	.	XD

Religion ?

2008-05-12T17:56:00.000+02:00

Who is talking to Me ?

15/01/2008	01:22:27	M	ChrNo	pssst
15/01/2008	08:33:15	ChrNo	M	PSSST
15/01/2008	08:33:18	ChrNo	M	hahahaa
15/01/2008	08:33:31	ChrNo	M	i'mm having hell like of fun rght no
15/01/2008	08:33:31	M	ChrNo	pssst
15/01/2008	08:33:36	ChrNo	M	so i can sleep
15/01/2008	08:33:37	ChrNo	M	:P
15/01/2008	08:33:42	M	ChrNo	:P
15/01/2008	08:33:55	ChrNo	M	read my fic ?
15/01/2008	08:33:55	M	ChrNo	i'm almost done with the side chap
15/01/2008	08:34:02	M	ChrNo	of reina
15/01/2008	08:34:07	M	ChrNo	but buono is in there too
15/01/2008	08:34:10	ChrNo	M	woo, well, it's ok if you post my doodle now
15/01/2008	08:34:18	ChrNo	M	because that means im buzy with something else
15/01/2008	08:34:19	ChrNo	M	and
15/01/2008	08:34:23	ChrNo	M	i will come back there
15/01/2008	08:34:27	ChrNo	M	when i can
15/01/2008	08:34:27	ChrNo	M	lol
15/01/2008	08:34:30	ChrNo	M	to post
15/01/2008	08:34:32	ChrNo	M	the newest
15/01/2008	08:34:34	ChrNo	M	i know
15/01/2008	08:34:37	ChrNo	M	will be better :P
15/01/2008	08:34:52	M	ChrNo	ok
15/01/2008	08:34:59	ChrNo	M	and you know i'm always right :P
15/01/2008	08:35:06	ChrNo	M	hu hu hu hu
15/01/2008	08:35:34	ChrNo	M	now i'm going to put in one word, and one comic strip, what i tried to tell , in so many words
15/01/2008	08:35:35	ChrNo	M	im tired
15/01/2008	08:35:37	ChrNo	M	so
15/01/2008	08:35:39	ChrNo	M	i need to chill out
15/01/2008	08:35:44	ChrNo	M	dong something elese: p
15/01/2008	08:35:46	M	ChrNo	ok
15/01/2008	08:35:47	ChrNo	M	to have fun
15/01/2008	08:35:49	ChrNo	M	and
15/01/2008	08:35:52	ChrNo	M	talking craps :P
15/01/2008	08:35:55	ChrNo	M	so
15/01/2008	08:35:58	ChrNo	M	you wont worry :P
15/01/2008	08:36:00	ChrNo	M	abuot m
15/01/2008	08:36:02	ChrNo	M	me
15/01/2008	08:36:05	ChrNo	M	at least xD
15/01/2008	08:36:07	M	ChrNo	hey
15/01/2008	08:36:08	ChrNo	M	hu hu hu hu uh
15/01/2008	08:36:18	M	ChrNo	i'm in a conf with tama,max and brain
15/01/2008	08:36:28	M	ChrNo	want to join?
15/01/2008	08:36:29	ChrNo	M	brain XD
15/01/2008	08:36:35	M	ChrNo	wtf
15/01/2008	08:36:45	M	ChrNo	XD
15/01/2008	08:37:01	ChrNo	M	right now, you guys are in church, you are talking to yuor god, you (don't even notice it)
15/01/2008	08:37:41	M	ChrNo	hey
15/01/2008	08:37:46	ChrNo	M	yes
15/01/2008	08:38:01	M	ChrNo	what's going on?
15/01/2008	08:38:17	ChrNo	M	you are a player of My game
15/01/2008	08:38:41	ChrNo	M	you are watching My Fic
15/01/2008	08:38:54	ChrNo	M	you are reading My Kamen Rider
15/01/2008	08:39:09	ChrNo	M	You are Talking to your God
15/01/2008	08:39:26	ChrNo	M	And
15/01/2008	08:39:34	ChrNo	M	You will be part of My Manga
15/01/2008	08:39:54	ChrNo	M	Got some Milk ? i hvae to go to eat some to
15/01/2008	08:41:22	ChrNo	M	Want me to send Mic recording to prove it to you ?
15/01/2008	08:41:38	M	ChrNo	ok
15/01/2008	08:41:47	ChrNo	M	No
15/01/2008	08:41:51	ChrNo	M	HAHAAHHAAHA
15/01/2008	08:41:53	ChrNo	M	XD
15/01/2008	08:42:00	M	ChrNo	:P
15/01/2008	08:42:05	M	ChrNo	fael :P
15/01/2008	08:42:11	ChrNo	M	because if i'm invisible, that doesn't mean im not right now talking to you :P
15/01/2008	08:43:22	M	ChrNo	i know :P
15/01/2008	08:43:37	ChrNo	M	i know you know
15/01/2008	08:44:12	M	ChrNo	of course
15/01/2008	08:44:12	M	ChrNo	you;re my sis
15/01/2008	08:44:12	M	ChrNo	remember
15/01/2008	08:44:32	ChrNo	M	i remember, i read your inner heart
15/01/2008	08:44:57	M	ChrNo	did you get your milk yet?
15/01/2008	08:45:06	ChrNo	M	i'm getting it right now
15/01/2008	08:45:32	M	ChrNo	milk only?
15/01/2008	08:45:42	M	ChrNo	what about bread?
15/01/2008	08:45:53	ChrNo	M	what ever you can put into the word : food
15/01/2008	08:47:43	M	ChrNo	what time did you sleep last night?
15/01/2008	08:48:22	ChrNo	M	i do't know, i didn't felt ilike i was sleeping, so i don't know if i slept Oo
15/01/2008	08:48:38	M	ChrNo	sleepwalk?
15/01/2008	08:48:38	M	ChrNo	:P
15/01/2008	08:48:51	ChrNo	M	evertyhing you can put into the word : wonderland
15/01/2008	08:52:59	M	ChrNo	ok XD
15/01/2008	08:53:21	ChrNo	M	:P
15/01/2008	08:53:49	ChrNo	M	Don't worry about Me
15/01/2008	08:54:04	M	ChrNo	i can't do that
15/01/2008	08:54:04	M	ChrNo	we can't do that
15/01/2008	08:54:14	ChrNo	M	Why ?
15/01/2008	08:55:34	M	ChrNo	that's what friends do for each other
15/01/2008	08:55:40	M	ChrNo	that's what families do for each other
15/01/2008	08:55:47	M	ChrNo	and we'll do that for you
15/01/2008	08:56:31	ChrNo	M	are
15/01/2008	08:57:12	ChrNo	M	(and that's why i can make some crap from random words)
15/01/2008	09:01:51	M	ChrNo	can
15/01/2008	09:01:53	M	ChrNo	t't
15/01/2008	09:01:58	M	ChrNo	send nudge :P
15/01/2008	09:02:12	ChrNo	M	May you think i don't know it ?
15/01/2008	09:02:28	M	ChrNo	of course not
15/01/2008	09:02:45	ChrNo	M	Good Brotther
15/01/2008	09:03:00	M	ChrNo	lol
15/01/2008	09:03:37	ChrNo	M	I'm proud Of You
15/01/2008	09:03:44	ChrNo	M	And
15/01/2008	09:03:45	ChrNo	M	So
15/01/2008	09:03:51	ChrNo	M	You Make Me Happy
15/01/2008	09:04:07	M	ChrNo	i feel the same, sis
15/01/2008	09:04:15	ChrNo	M	She Knows It
15/01/2008	09:04:40	M	ChrNo	make sure she knows
15/01/2008	09:05:08	ChrNo	M	Don't Worry About It
15/01/2008	09:05:10	ChrNo	M	You
15/01/2008	09:05:14	ChrNo	M	Prove to Me
15/01/2008	09:05:15	ChrNo	M	You
15/01/2008	09:05:18	ChrNo	M	Have Faith
15/01/2008	09:05:20	ChrNo	M	And
15/01/2008	09:05:21	ChrNo	M	TRust
15/01/2008	09:05:24	ChrNo	M	On Me
15/01/2008	09:05:27	ChrNo	M	So
15/01/2008	09:05:42	ChrNo	M	I will Mak, Your Wish Come
15/01/2008	09:05:44	ChrNo	M	True
15/01/2008	09:05:47	ChrNo	M	Trou
15/01/2008	09:05:49	ChrNo	M	Every
15/01/2008	09:05:51	ChrNo	M	Way
15/01/2008	09:05:54	ChrNo	M	Possible
15/01/2008	09:05:56	ChrNo	M	You
15/01/2008	09:06:02	ChrNo	M	know What iMean right ?
15/01/2008	09:06:17	M	ChrNo	yes
15/01/2008	09:06:28	M	ChrNo	i never lost faith in you
15/01/2008	09:06:38	M	ChrNo	the first time you answered my pm
15/01/2008	09:06:48	M	ChrNo	i knew
15/01/2008	09:06:48	M	ChrNo	i found a good friend
15/01/2008	09:06:58	M	ChrNo	it didn't change
15/01/2008	09:07:09	M	ChrNo	even after you told me that you were a girl
15/01/2008	09:07:09	M	ChrNo	because i know
15/01/2008	09:07:19	M	ChrNo	girl or boy
15/01/2008	09:07:19	M	ChrNo	you'd still read my fics
15/01/2008	09:07:29	M	ChrNo	no matter how crappy they are
15/01/2008	09:07:34	ChrNo	M	:)
15/01/2008	09:07:37	ChrNo	M	(L)
15/01/2008	09:08:01	ChrNo	M	Now, show you Are Happy to Your GOD
15/01/2008	09:08:26	M	ChrNo	damn
15/01/2008	09:08:37	M	ChrNo	i don't have that emo here XD
15/01/2008	09:08:55	ChrNo	M	It'sok, It will Be Here When You Know It Will
15/01/2008	09:08:55	M	ChrNo	send it to me please :P
15/01/2008	09:09:03	M	ChrNo	ok
15/01/2008	09:09:04	ChrNo	M	No
15/01/2008	09:09:06	ChrNo	M	HAHAHAAA
15/01/2008	09:09:12	M	ChrNo	lol
15/01/2008	09:12:49	M

RE : Religion ? Science ? Philosophy ? Dream ?

2008-05-02T08:08:00.000+02:00

ChrNo : O_o? well i believe in Miya and she brings me happyness !!!

Victor : he he he...i believe in It, and It brings me happyness ;)

h2o : I BELIEVE IN MARI !!! AND SHE BRINGS ME HAPPYNESS!!!!! (sorry for the caps xD)

Julian : lol h2 XD
i believe in something, and looks like something bring me happyness lol...sometimes...

Jen : Rofl...you guys are funny XD
Well, my HistoryGeography teacher back in highschool told us that she can't name what she believes in, because, it's like typoing when she said she didn't care if there were typos on our test about all countries of the world.

All she wanted was to know if, we, little ignorant and innocent studients had spent time to learn, just for the time she let us, which means 1month, and try not to forget untill the test, and we, little ingnorant and innocent studients, commerades, would succeed to write all of them.

But what she didn't tell to her ignorant and innocent studients, was, she didn't want her ignorant and innocent studients to spend their time, blindlesly going brainstorming with all those names and let them panic during 1 entire month, without looking, thinking about a way to try not to forget all of them, because, seriously, do you think lazy people like me would do that and wait till the test arrive ?

No lol, she knows it because she is a good teacher, and will not tell them everything she wants them to learn by themself. If she tells them, it is just so obvious for them, that they won't take time to think.

So what i discovered later was why she kept replying "no" when some commerade asked "do we have to learn capital city of the countries too ?" untill she said "if you guys keep asking me that, i will say yes" so people would just go freak out.

As for me, i did spent my entire month learning every countries in this world, but little by little because i was interested in it, curious about everything, even if, i know the test wasn't going to be about all countrie, my teacher said herself, she doesn't even know how many of them there are exactly, since the world map is constantly changing, it's never the same due to wars and all, but it didn't stop me, when my commerade told me "Hey Jen ! it's not all the world after all !!! it's just one continent ! So you know what ? you can take Africa, and i will take Asia ok ?"
"Ok, it's a deal !"
"Nice ! thank you !"

What Lucas didn't know when he asked me that, is that someone else would ask me the same XD but like
"Hey ! if i get Africa, and you get America let's trade"
"alright !"

So, well it wasn't a mistake to learn all of them lol

How do we know it was only continent and not the world ? well, some commerade failed the year before so they know that test already, and told that to everyone. So general panic changed to general trading and they went to learn only one continent, exept those, like me, lazy yet curious, or the geeks, would never say no to some knowledge. Even if, i know that after the test, i might forget some of them. But that is just normal and what i learnt from my teacher was :

Don't fallow blindly what i say, just because i'm your teacher, it doesn't mean i know everything, it just mean i'm a teacher :p
Since i don't know everything myself, i would understand if you don't, but i will be so proud of you if you know more than me, and well, really happy to share, discuss with you.

So to thanks me, she didn't show it by a nice mark (16/20) but by telling people :

" You know, studients, when you feel kindasad, and don't really want to come here, don't feel like talking, just look at Jennifer *HEH?* when you look at her, she will always smile back at you, it just makes me so happy, that it makes me want to come here. Take example"

EVERY DAMN STUDIENTS IN MY CLASS LOOKED AT ME IN THE SAME TIME !!!!!!!!!!!!

and so i was like *omg what to do ???*

i smiled.
*ok it's ok don't panic it's kinda weird but what she said was a compliment so smile smile show her she is right*

Everyone laught

*fewwwwww...NOW THAT WAS INTENSE !! JEEEEEEEEEEZZZ !!! AND I FINALLY UNDERSTOOD WHY EVERY DAMN TEACHERS I HAD LOVED SAYING

"What a nice studient ! she always talk in class (refering to the fact that i was answering their questions, even if the answer was good or not, and of course the chit-chat too xD) always care about the others ! (help them after or during or before test) i wish every studients were like you !"

knowing that it's just impossible, i would answer "no lol if everyone was like me it would be so boring XD"
by believe in myself when i said that, everytime a teacher would came to talk to me i would answer the same and they would say "and she is funny too !"
i didn't know back then, the whole meaning of school, i wanted to go there, and trade "smiles". And well, i know that is Happyness.

RE : Religion ? Science ? Philosophy ? Dream ?

2008-05-02T07:11:00.001+02:00

Foetus, beilieve in San, San will bring you happyness
Toddle, believe in MumanDad, MumanDad will bring you happyness
Kid, believe in Dieu, Dieu will bring you happyness
YourUncle believes in Bouddha, Bouddha will bring YourUncle happyness

Religion ? Science ? Philosophy ? Dream ?

2008-05-02T07:01:00.000+02:00

ChrNo : Wow lol ! i'm happy i'm not the last to post last night so i don't have to double post like in Miya's thread XD Btw i dreamt about Miya Again T____T

People say i'm so lucky to dream about her ! =D
Because they always dream about incoherent things and so crazy xD So i feel really lucky ! and always hoping she comes !

and you know what ? i realized i would always have a dream about her when i sleep not at home !
this is kinda weird lol but i don't mind at all ! Because i don't want her to be here all the time, or i would think she is STKing me XD so i would be afraid T___T

So i just wait the time she comes in me, or well, just want to see her without rushing her ! She is my angel...and my god *_*

Victor : he he he...i'm still waiting she comes in here too he he he

h2o : XD i just get online and already all that talking ?! i don't know if i should go back to read what i missed XD too lazy...God ? i think there is something somewhere but i don't know what lol but i don't care, i have Mari, and she is my Godness...

Julian : i'm with h2o, i was like "let's see if someone has answered my questions" and BAM LOL jesuschrist XD DAmn lol!! i learnt something again but not what i was expecting but oh well it's ok !

Jen : Rofl...there is a reason why others say their dreams mean nothing, but it doesn't mean yours is not as crazy lol
Religion ? i don't believe in God... i just know there are a lot of things that Science can explain better, and i found it more coherent than what is written in Bible...

Why English ?

2008-05-01T10:39:00.000+02:00

English is an international language.

Why is it international ?

Without noticing it, ChrNo, Victor, h2o, Julian and Jen posted their comments in English.

ChrNo was the first to comment in English, assuming the one who created the blog knows English because of the title "honto no jibum". It doesn't matter how ChrNo found that blog, that simple title means a lot for ChrNo. So ChrNo expressed what ChrNo feels at that moment.

Next is Victor : Victor saw (the) meaning of the title too and knows ChrNo from the jphip chatroom, hense the fact Victor called ChrNo with the nick name ChrNo has in the chatroom : Chi. It doesn't matter how Victor knows it, Victor just knows ChrNo would understand English since they both have been communicating with English untill now.

As for h2o : To understand that it was not only Japanese romaji, h2o had to look for a translation of "jibum" and didn't know the word "bum". For h2o it didn't matter if it was a pun or not, but to know the signification of the word "jibum", h2o needs to understand some english to get that there was a pun, and that "jibum" is neither Japanese word neither an English word neither a simple typo.

Then it's Julian : how did Julian get here, again is not the matter right now, but by quoting h2o, Julian just wanted to express Julian knows a little part of the title, just like h2o, but they don't know what part of it they don't know (obvious now, isn't it?) so they feel the same : lost.
they share the feeling of being lost (in the game)

In the end, Jen : Jen mentioned the fact that Jen knows Mii, aka, myself, so Jen knows i know English, it doesn't matter here if Jen knows the meaning of the title or not. Also she knows what is behind that title might be interesting.

What does this mean : Everyone here know English, so they write in English without asking at first if I would be able to read and understand it, because they were assuming from the start, with their own point of view, that it was obvious that I would understand it.

Now, what is the interest of English here ?

As you can see by yourself, it's another question but a question which answer can also answer the first general question Why English ?

I'm sure you must have your own questions, and point of views on everything i wrote so far. I can assure you i put a lot of hints that might catch your attention, and make you ask questions, to yourself, or to me, or to everyone who already posted here.

Now go back to what i asked in the previous posted and maybe you might find yourself the answers of the previous questions i might have asked, and i will tell you if it's right or wrong.

Because you might think i know the answer, since i asked the question and tell you i would answer, which means i know everything already.

of course i do

I'm God

j:k

:p

Again, i might sound repetitive but i can assure you, there is a lot of things i mentioned untill now, that will be used or justified, or just written because, i know it.

Serious talking is not healthy. So i'm going to stop for the moment, and let you read, think, write, because you need time for it, patience, curiosity, to understand everything i have written so far.

Alright, have fun, and don't take it too seriously (don't tell me letter i didn't warn you)

Ijou desu (^3^)

Mii

ps : i think i'm going to read a manga...

The Wordsworth game

2008-04-25T18:20:00.000+02:00

ChrNo : Really ?! cool ! i can spend my entire night talking about Miya you know ?!! but i'm afraid i might run out of words T_T because i can't explain everything i know and feel about her with the lack of vocabulary of english i know T_T

Victor : he he he...it's ok...no need words sometimes you know...you don't have to tell me everything with details...i can guess myself...and you would just keep doing what you were doing...don't worry too much about me he he he...

Let's play a game : you do what you want and say what you wan even scream it if you want, i will tell you what to do, i mean if i get it or not...he he he...k ?

ChrNo : ok ! here i come !

I LOVE MIYABIIIIIIIIIIIII!
i feel like kissing her everyday ! but i don't love her only because she looks so beautiful ! also because she is so good !!! her voice sounds so nice ! cute ! cool !

and

the-word-i-can-not-say-otherwise-i-get-slapped-by-tama-sama-even-if-she-might-not-
be-here-because-i-don't-know-if-her-mignons-are-reading-znd-i-don't-want-to-break-
the-forum-rules-about-U-18-because-aedon-want-to-be-banned-and-so-i-wouldn't-be-
able-to-express-my-love-for-miya-in-there-and i will be despressed...

BUT !

There is always a but ! she doesn't sound everytime the same ! she is wonderful !

on a lot of videos ! songs ! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA SHE KILLS ME ALL THE TIME !!! SHE IS EVERYWHERE !!! WHEN I SAY LOOK AT MY AVATAR !!!SHE IS EVEN IN MY DREAMS !!! I'M HAUNTED BY HER !!! IT'S SO FRUSTRATING BUT IT FEELS SO GOOD IN THERE SO I HAUNT HER TOO !!!

IT4S LIKE IT4S LIKE IT4S LIKE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
T_________________________________________________________________T

see...i ran out of words...i was too exited t_____t now i feel stupid...duh i'm going to sleep too...hoping i will see her again tonight in my dreams ! Goodnight Victor !

Victor : he he he...goodnight...and i told you not to worry about my night...i guess you got the game...or not... he he he...alright, it feels so lonely suddendly...i'm going to my bed 2...

...Closet...

2008-04-20T13:32:00.001+02:00

ChrNo : awww everyone is leaving and i have so many things to talk about Miya !!! ;_________;

Victor : he he he...seems like there are only you and me now. Don't worry you can tell me everything you want to...or everything you want to do to me ^^

Who is Chi ?

2008-04-20T13:25:00.000+02:00

ChrNo : Aww goodnight Jen !
i'll wait for Mii-san's explanation then, by the way, here is my profile (copy pasted from jphip)

Name/AKA: ChrNo, Chi
Age: 19
Birthdate: July 1987
Location: Paris
Gender: 3rd
Bloodtype: I don't know
Favorite Morning Musume Member: ...Eri
Favorite Generation: i don't know...but i'll say 4th
Favorite Hello! Project Member: err....
Favorite Graduated Hello! Project or Morning Musume Member: She didn't graduate but Mari Yaguchi
Favorite Hello! Project Group/Subgroup[ please specify generation]: Berryz Koubou
Absolute Favorite Hello! Project Song [ONE ONLY]: I admire you guys who can chose one...
Absolute Favorite Morning Musume Song [ONE ONLY]: Same here...but 'ill say Shabondama
Absolute Favorite Hello! Project Album [ONE ONLY]: ?
Turn-Ons: err... tama-sama :p
Turn-Offs: smokers...my brother...
When I Drop My Pants, I am wearing someting i don't know how it's called ...
Favorite Music Genre: everything that doesn't kill my ears
Favorite TV Show/Movie: i don't have any...
Favorite Entertainer (singer, actor, comedian, pornstar, athlete, idol, etc.): Berryz Koubou at the moment
Favorite Geek Item: My tablet
Absolute Favorite Color: Blue
Absolute Favorite Food: i admire you guys who can chose one

@h2o : i hope you are alone in your room if you don't want anyone to see it lol As for me i don't mind showing what i do and what i watch at home so everyone know I LOVE MIYABI !!! hahaha

there are a lot more video of buono! and about Miyabi too, because it's not the only group featuring Miya ! Actually it's going to be long to explain but she is part of a really big japanese pop music group check out the forum to have more informations if you guys want, you will see my posts and all and there are a thread for each girl ! really well made forum i really like !

Victor : he he he...don't worry, h2o lives in a closet ;) 3rd gender ? interesting...

h2o : WHAT CLOSET LOL ! ok...i admit i'm a closet fan because i don't want people around me know i like the h!pworld and Mari, they are going to find me weird...T_T but i mention her everytime someone at school asks me who is the girl in my diary cause i put some pics of her in it so actually people know she is an idol but they don't want to know more anyway...Aright i'm going to bed too and thanks for the links ChrNo ! Night !

Julian : Night h2o ! And what do you mean by closet fan ? i looked at it in dictionary and it sounds a bit weird lol there is a lot of meaning for closet..oh ! i remember Eminem's song "i'm cleaning out my closet" @_@ i feel so stupid now xD i feel completly out of place rofl...i guess i should go to bed too...at least i know where it is XD goodnight !

RE : Kokoro no tamago

2008-04-17T11:22:00.000+02:00

ChrNo : you hate Victor ? O_o why lol

@Julian : IT'S MIYABI AND SHE IS NOT THE OLDEST (and does not have a long face T_________T)
actually she is the middle one in age, the youngest is Airi, it's the one with white shirt, the older is Momoko, the tiny one. and since we are in confession time : I LOVE MIYABI !!!
the others are cute but Miya is wonderful he he
the part where they play guitar in the air i love it too, in their first performence on dohhhuup it was almost only focus on Miyabi hu hu

h2o : When she screamed Bakayarou i laught so hard 'cause i thought she was refering to me who looked so stupid in front of them xD i just hope no one can see my stupid face right now lol btw the part you guys are talking about it's called "Air guitar" ;)

Julian : So Miyabi is not only middle of the covers for no reason. Air Guitar huh interesting...but they kinda look dumb xD i wonder why they didn't give them real guitar ? or maybe they might just look even more dumb because they don't know how to play hahaha oh at least i know their name now, and it's going to be easy to say who is who but i don't know if i will be able to place the name XD i think i even have a problem remembering them aaaah...

Victor : he he he...don't worry Jen i love you too.

Jen : ChrNo i think Mii will explain it later since Mii is alseep right now, and i really don't want to talk about it myself lol i think you don't want to know it...duh i'm going to sleep too, i really don't want to read another comment from Victor. Night everyone.

Kokoro no tamago

2008-04-17T11:20:00.000+02:00

ChrNo : hey guys check out the c/w too ! the song and the lyrics are so cool ! bery wonderful haha
Victor : he he he...kitto...hop...step...JUMP ! Syrop whiped...cream...yummy ! i like it
h2o : kokoro no tamago ? heart's egg ? woo lyrics sound intersting !
Julian : i like the group, the girls are really really cute ! i watched the single video on youtube, it was kinda weird at first xD
espacially the part where they look like playing guitar lol and when the tiny one screamd BAKAYAROOOOOOOO hahaha i fell down from my chair

She looks so weird and cute and pricelessly stupid that i like her lol but i like the others too, the one with an akward outfit is very cute. The one with pink shirt is beautiful, she looks older than the others, she must be the oldest right ? (and she has a kinda long face haha)

Jen : i liked the song, kokoro no tamago, untill i read Victor's post and i must say : DAMN IT I HATE YOU!!! DUH...XD...;_;

RE : Honto no jibun

2008-04-16T13:50:00.001+02:00

ChrNo : YEAH ! i wanted that ! goodnight Mii !
Victor : he he he...time to go to bed huh good night guys...
h2o : wow so long again haha but so right too XD and intersting, night Mii, i'll check the forum
Julian : i didn't know what i might say would be explained lol. Goodnight.
Jen : Thank You Mii, goodnight. Duh Victor ...i think i'm going to stop reading you...